what i have to say ♥

2008-01-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

im always bumped this time everywhere that school starts tomorrow but it got into me knowing its total different this year that holiday still are going on for me. its good to know! :D haha

2008 eve was one happy day but surely not the best. it was awesome just because 28s were all gathered except for ka qilah. sadly.

ill post something up later. im in the process of alternating the blog to a new look. (:

be back!

2007-12-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

in the last hours of 2007, i'd like to say happy new year to knowns and unknowns wherever around the earth.

the fact that 2007 will end brings an alert to me that lots of things in me are to be change and stay for good or bad, no matter what, god sets all and we plan. to jump off and butt end, im ready for 2008.

oh, im back here in brunei just yesterday and for the week i left the blog, the vacation's awesome. singapore was super fun despite the fact that we went to robinsons, takashimaya, bugis and mustapa centre in a day. johor isnt at all bad for its just a few days transit for us. jakarta for being the main region to destine is fucking awesome, the malls are damn liked. the buildings might be just so ugly as ewwwwwww but the inside are clean and whatnot, i likee it. not forget to mention, the prices are wayyyyyy cheaper than brunei and malaysia even singapore. shopping have got into me for ten days straight and last night, went shopped for a bit and today too. :D i cant get enough.

ill be back later. gonna have family gathering with bbq and 9-ball tournament for new year's celebration and its the 28 family babyyyy! (:

2007-12-22T07:03:00.000+08:00

it has just been a day and blaa! :D johor isnt as bad as you think, the zon and city square are good. sadly, i didnt get to have a taste of starbucks. well, theres more starbucks to come along the wayy.

im currently having breakfast in the hotel cafe. the hotel siukkk, we're in executive suite so its big enough for the family. we're early cause WE'RE GOING TO SINGAPORE TODAY! im super duper happy maaaaaaaaan! the plan of going wasnt at all confirm but dad changed his mind and we're like, "why not?????!". hahaha. even just for a day.

off now.

pictures from thursday and yesterday. well, theres tons of it but here are some.

2007-12-21T12:09:00.000+08:00

im currently in johor. :D havent been anywhere. last night was exhausting much. arrived hotel around 1230am. had dinner of char kuey tiaw and its super duper hot! gilaaaa. oh, and i started my first shopping in miri for a perfume. :D

off now.

2007-12-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

i just got this tips for releasing stress.
1. learn to say no.
2. dont feel bad towards what you did. infact, learn from the mistakes. however you must remember when you learn it. dont torture yourself from doing the wrongdoings.
3. give time for yourself.
4. dont rely on someone too much.
5. do something that satisfies you and know when to take a break.
6. dont bring work to bed.

well oh well, what ive got to say is... im okay with the points except for a bit from 2nd and lot more from 6th. i tend to bring my work to bed and blaaa blaaa, that just stresses me up cause bed's a heaven and why would i want to do something thats complicated rather than just lie down? hahah. bad point there. whereas for the 2nd, i at times would actually torture myself just to repeat everything to make it the best when i know i shouldnt.

ive packed my things and ready.

btw, selamat hari raya aidiladha to muslims! personally, i liked this raya rather than raya aidilfitri. :D

2007-12-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

i just need to post it up. im currently hating a situation where..... imagine.... your ex-boyfriend who dont get along with you after you people broke up and lost contact for quite a year now who at first of the broke up moment promised not to talk no more and now, just in a sudden appeared and complained that his current girlfriend mocked him and wanted a break up when at first he told you thats hes so inlove with her and she said she loves the guy more than the guy do.

the point is; what on earth do i fucking care about you stud?! when i'm so totally over you fuck. well, you dont deserve a pity from me dear shit! nothing i can do nor i want to do. youre on your own and i dont fucking care whats us now when i just know we're strangers. im moving on for real damn far than you already, and thats how you should face it. you're a guy and its sissy for a guy to a thing like that which i prefer not to tell what. feel ashame of yourself, atleast a bit of it, bitch! im done ranting and there, I DONT FUCKING CARE FOR YOU FOR REAL AND NEVER EVER WILL NO MORE FOR THE LIFETIME!

PS. I MISS EZATT NOW. :S

2007-12-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

'light up the darkness' - inspired from i'm a legend.

i realize i havent been staying home lately ever since exam ended. :D but tonight im staying at home. :D ive packed a bit, im proud!

alhamdulillah that nini latip got discharged this morning. after letting nini go home. we went to teo poi hoon for lunch and went arnd kiulap.. then, went to suzanne. left manih, bungsu and qaqa and used the other car.. we as in ka azie, ka qilah, hadi and me went to empire to watch " i'm a legend " and tell you what, its 4.5/5! siuk lah movienyaaa. met random friends. then walked around empire~ had a good laugh and took pictures. lama sudah nda jalan2 sana bah yatah yawww~ ;p then, went arnd jerudong to sengkurong. saw abg nasrul jogging alone. cd store, bla blaaaa, ke kampong, tukar kereta.. dropped off at home.. and here i am now. :D

oh, and i had a good sleep last night there in hospital. hahaha. (:

2007-12-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

hows it been going on, you ask. im good and its been a week of being with the 28s especially the top, kaka azie and kaka qilah. we've been staying in hospital to make comfort of nini and its been comfortable since the last post that hes been transferred to first class. alhamdulillah, he can walk now alone without help. :D but he just needed some rest. and im sleeping over there again tonight. i was there on thursday and saturday night also. other than that, i did went out with the cousins in between the days to entertain ourselves.

oh and yesterday, we had a mini 8/9-ball tournament for the 28 family at my place. (: and let pictures do the talking. well, the adults are to be continued on 31st Dec soon.

ive got no idea and this might be my last post before flying off or the second last? ill try to get internet access from where im staying and i hope starbucks/any wi-fi spot will be near to the hotel im living. :D i dont guarantee i actually can find a time for being on net. HAHAHA. oh, im going to johor and jakarta through miri and might as well go to singapore if not staying in johor for few days. (: im leaving on 20th and will apparently be back by 30th. a long vacation this time and for the first time this year or for the whole life im going for a vacation with no studies to think about since im on a long holiday. theres no preparation i can make and what on earth do i care to prepare this early! ahaha. and on january, the leave im taking is soon to be confirmed. (: ill be going with ka qilah. whats bothering me now is I HAVENT EVEN PACK A SINGLE THING!

diploma in business administration. im thinking much of it but for now, let it be, lets just wait for the result. the entry requirements, i got it for maths and english and now waiting for another subject and i need my english to be atleast be a credit 6. i jut got a pass for now which does satisfy the requirement need but I NEED MORE. english isnt as easy as it is first thought, trust me. or im bad. :S

congratulations to my sister, adeq on getting 4 distinctions & 4 credits in pmb and to my dearest 28's cousin whose a damn joker, hadi on getting 4 credits & 4 passes and not forgetting to the other cousin, nana on getting 6 credits & 2 passes. though, its known the overall result for this year flunked so much but you people make it through. goodluck with the o-level and make so much preparations ok! and also congratulations to others, im proud that no one i know fails, they all passed! alhamdulillah.

gossip girls is so much better than o.c! :D i love it. dramatic! i likeee it. buttttt its now hanging on episode 10. i have to wait till january when the new episode airs. and scrubs didnt bring me down, i just need to get the 4th season and so on. i want to buy new dvds to watch though im not done with tv series. i just love it to watch everything on a same time cause ive got lots of time. hahaha.

i should get going now with packing things for tonight sleepover and tomorrow ill pack for the vacation things.

laters!

2007-12-11T15:06:00.000+08:00

how old-age can i be more? im currently in the hospital looking after nini (other nini; of babu's side. that time was ayah's side whom actually still stays in the hospital but in the opposite building) with ka qilah and its basically men everywhere. oh my point is, theres wireless connection here. its not just a connection, theres even 3 connection! linksys works better than the other 2. very good lagi strength nya.. not bad at all.

the last weekend had been awesome. the whole family spent their times at our house doing activities such as playing pool, snooker, games and bla blaaaa. on sunday, all the 6 little boys(4 cousins and 2 brothers) went for bersunat(whats "sunat" in english kan? no idea..). all yes all! hijazi(as the youngest) had his on friday. cool lah cool~

my ideas on blogging had flunk so much and its sad that i havent got anything to wake this blog up. moreover, the blog's set on private and yeah. but even if i set it to public itd still be dead. and i was talking about it this morning with yap wen hui who i rather just call yap a.k.a the damn tall guy! and according to my observation my blog's like 99% dead while his is about 45% dead. too bad of me.

well, its my blog and id do anything about it. i dont really wanna expose whats been happening and what did i do in this current lifeless life. ;p im just on my long holiday and thats about it! few others had been complaining the days had been a burden to them but not me.. (: some others managed to get a job like yap, kenny and blaa blaa.

next week, we'll be having pool/snooker tournament at home for the family. so yeah, its going to be another hell of a weekend. :D

i gotta get back to watching the ratatouille movie kaka brought. albeit, im chatting with mun and halim and also text msging with ezat. :D

i realized i havent really go out with baz except for the unplanned movie watching we had after the photo session on the 2nd day of holiday, lama jua sudah tuuuuuu! i needed to go out with her bah but it seems like if im free, she couldnt go out or busy and if shes free, i couldnt go out or busy or im going out with some other people or simply exhausted. i just need a time alone with her and thats just hard to get. hopefully, we'll get a time sooner or later.

belated bday greet;
22/11 - my two beloved twins; qaqa rau'ah and adeq syaurah. (4th)
27/11 - form 1 best buddy ku; yusoffffffff fadli. (17th)
28/11 - my old cyber diary; dzar.(17th)
1/12 - bffku; baz a.k.a buggy.(16th)
2/12 - classmateku; biqah.(16th) & yappy yap(17th/18th) have no idea..
8/12 - best buddy ku together with yusoffff; ninduts.(16th)
9/12 - little uncle; hafizuddin(10th)
10/12 - kawanku, one of the chongs; arieff(16th)
..and the advance;
12/12 - kawan yang ku syg brabis; teeqs.(17th)
14/12 - senior mate ku in sgs; hadi nazirul.(17th)
17/12 - old tuition mateku; bibi.(16th)
18/12 - hadi keem.(15th)
19/12 - kawanku; slurphie.(19th)
27/12 - old mateku; firdaus.(16th)
31/12 - old mateku; hazmi a.k.a amiii.(16th)

i love you people especially baz, teeqs and ninduts whose on haj right now, goodluck love!

2007-12-08T05:27:00.000+08:00

its 5.30 a.m now and i havent sleep. eh no, i cant sleep till now. i was going for the computer games at around 2 just now after watching few of season 3 scrubs and chatted to some random known friends. the next thing i know was i made a coffee before being on bed and i damn forget about it, so i had it and yes this is the result, i cant sleep but i want to and im feeling wide awake as if its 2 in the afternoon. haha. after playing the games, went surfing a bit checking on friendster and facebook and few other blogs while waiting gossip girls to finish buffer. here i am now, about to watch it. oh, i got a misscall from the ezatt and since i was bored, i asked him to call me but he was half-dead and i dont wanna ruined that. instead, the ex msged for a call cause he saw me changing my msn nick although my status busy as always and i said 'sure'. our talk lasted roughly about 45 mins since the game i was playing got really mad crazy. :D

okay im gonna give gossip girl a try now. (: hehe. oh, and do some survey bulletins in friendster.

im being random.

ps. i verdict "enchanted" a B+. not bad but not typical of me to rate a fantasy movie that good. oh maybe i, myself is on fantasy.. dreams.. haha. no, im wide awake!

2007-12-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Wahai Tuhankami! Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kami dan perbuatan kami yang melampau-lampau dalam urusan kami, dan teguhkanlah tapak pendirian kami (dalam perjuangan); dan tolonglah kami mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum yang kafir (Surah al-Imraan 147)

i just dont have the guts to give my blog much update recently.

nothing else but ive been going out too much lately and the parental side has always approved the permission as long as i tell them where im going. for that, i cant be nothing but happy with my life now. (: i had watch tons of movie in cinema haha. its been only 2 weeks plus and there are like a month plus to kill. haha. we're still unconfirm where to go for a vacation but maybe im going off somewhere in january and thats not confirm too. anyway, this still makes me happy.

on the other side, nini was punched in to stay in hospital to be under medical seek. so yeah, yesterday was my turn to look after along with ka beelah and i just damn know, theres a wireless connection there! but anyway, mudahan nini get well soon, amin ya rabbal 'alamin........... shes strong, and be stronger nini, we love you, no matter what.

ive got nothing more to say. im off from this half-dead blog. :D

2007-12-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

i watched mr.magorium wonder emporium for the second time today and it wasnt at all bad.
i bought the complete 3rd season of Scrubs. (:
im still staying over at ka azie's with adib.

..and just knw, if not from ka umi's nick and babu's msg that Amit Pengiran just passed away, few hours ago. al-fatihah. semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat, amin ya rabbal 'alamin.

2007-12-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

im too sleepy right now but people are non-stop clicking on me in msn, sheesh. damn, i need to sleep. but i dont want to. im playing MCF but nyeh, im tired.

im at ka azie's with adib, sleepover.

gone.

ps. i love short update.

2007-12-03T15:57:00.000+08:00

i couldnt be bothered to post up all the photos. i wasnt uploading the photos just now, instead, i was installing softwares and downloading songs. hahaha. incase you ask why, its because my laptop was reformatted. nothing sad, dad backup-ed my songs so phew, i needed nothing in the laptop other than it. pictures are all in my pendrives.

the reason was because last week my laptop got sick, its connectionless and i asked dad to fix it up and he told me theres no way to fix it but to get it back to square one. so, its okay with me. within a week, i wasnt on the net, i was mostly out of the house and just home watching Scrubs. i thank god, i have a portable video-dvd player. that made me alive. and this proofs, i can live without internet.

so what did i do the whole a week and 3 days?

the week of last full november were spent practising for the family gathering performance. well, it was more of an eating session than practising. it was fun though!

i chilled with friends on the tuesday, wednesday & thursday and the rest of the week spent it with cousins. (:

theres alot to remember but im posting up few.

school concert on 26th, worked as one of the usher and "welcome" as the most said word of the day.

the waiting moment in getting ready room for photoshot in photoplus gadong, this was on 20th and the movie after. :D

..and the gathering night of Hj Mohd. Yusof bin PDI Hj Abd Mokti's family. it was a blast! awesome night. perfect time. awkward-less. theres no one to shame of. we're family and we danced and sang all we want. :D it was on 1st December in Stadium Restaurant. i love my 28 family and BurPing's people. :D

for more pictures of the family gathering, click here. [the link to be updated!]

2007-12-03T13:18:00.000+08:00

just a very quick update. im still alive. ill get back to here after uploading photos and doing things for few hours from now.

ps. holiday has been good.

2007-11-23T11:13:00.000+08:00

just today, i'm home. ive been away 2 days ago sleeping over at kaka azie's.

you know what ive been doing on monday and tuesday. wednesday; slept the whole morning. gt showered. ate lunch. picked up ka azie's friend and off to stadium swimming pool, waited for FEW minutes to wait for another friend. whilst us [me and ka qilah] didnt go for a swim instead we went to stadium restaurant and surf. and thats where we met Hans Anwar ;p. HAHAHA. then, after their swim, went to the mall gadong (yes, again. for 3 days in a row.) and met some friends and knowing, the cousins are there too since theyre just out from the cinema. left them out since we're heading back home. oh, we were finding a place to photocopy there but damn, its 10c yawwww! mahal jua tuu, the max cost i know is 5c jua saja. dropped off ka's friend di tungku. then, we went to hua ho delima. dropped off the friend at lambak again. we're home then! not my home but i'd say its my 2nd home for this holiday. :D didnt wanna go to stadium to watch the football match of DPMM with ka erah and ka suzy 'cause we're tired and nda muat kereta since malas bawa another kereta and yeah, it came out worth it! hahaha. kalah~ and know hadi was so sick of it that night! sabar dong~ slept there again.

yesterday; woke up arnd 10. gt showered and all. went to school to get my leaving certificate and testimonial which i got all B for mental energy, leadership, resourcefulness, helpfulness, initiative, obedience, maturity and aptitude. whilst for gamesmanship, i get a C! hahahah. met mirul and talked to him for a bit. got a very good for character and conduct. then, went to makcik bakeshop to buy the twins birthday cake and had a bun each for 3 of us. then spent the whole afternoon at ka qilah's, singing out loud. (: and a bit practising of the family gathering performance. pciked by babu in the late noon, went to nini mabohai and had a small gathering function with dad's side cousins. then, home.

today, i plan not to go out the whole day. lets see! :D i need more sleepover anyway.

why is it that whenever i get close to getting over you, you give me reason not to?

2007-11-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

im currently at stadium restauran helping kaka qilah out with our CV and guess what who i met? HAHAHA. HANS ANWAR YAWWW!

1st day of holiday.

2007-11-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

as known, today, another awesome day. woke up arnd 7 and yes thats damn early. well, i slept early around 10 kan. gt showered and played some games with nintendo ds to kill time. around 10 get ready put everything on and waited for baz to pick me up. arnd 1145, was pick and we know we're fucking late for the photoshot, since we were told it started at 12. drop off baz's brother, qawi ke soas first then baruth ke gdg and arrived around 1220. such a relief, knowing that people are still roaming around outside. :D baieeee kan. then arnd 1245 everyone got in and started the individual photo session. damn, i dont how mine looks. hahaha. and the photographer for capturing us in robe was so ggrrrrr, pikir nya mua ku ani mainan kali kan diluruskan nya kesana kemari and not to forget, sissy! then after getting shots with robe, get a coat to take another individual photo. sama jua pundan photgrapher aniii, bulat g parut nya.ahahaha my coat was like uhhh, old-fashioned brabis but yeah, it was cool. we had fun! then, had the group photo. girls sat except for me and ezza, we had to stand. since theres not enough seats, kami berdiiri each side siring the guys. :D it was fun though! and our position were so unorganized and it took a long time to be fixed, eish form 5s. ;p

after the photoshot, seems like nearly everyone are going to the mall and i, as not planned, joined them. got our tickets first since we[baz, dil and me] wanted to watch movies. waiting, had our lunch with the chongs [khai, mirul, arieff etc.] and the other guys together with fatt, hani and ezza. (: had eel for lunch from misato and baz got addicted with it. woohooo. after that, while the other were in the arcade battling car race, i chilled with baz, dil and mirul and had a good talk. just got reminded by ka lynah to check the cost of book she wanted from solitude and so yeah went there and its a very calm place there. i need to chill there sometime soon, anyone? then chilled at the cineplex stairs, watching the trailers and met mezzy with his girlfriend. ;p and yeah saw abhar jua. (: but he didnt see pun. :( well well. we went it tarus when the cinema room was open haha semangat.. then had a good laugh throughout the movie. baz so pity kana screamed by me and dil saja, siuk duduk tangah atu nya... hahahahaha! we were told that the movie was boring but to my knowledge, it wasnt at all though the beginning part was yeah dull. i give it an A. :D

after movie, it was freaking cold skali i needed to pee wah but sudah dtg ke toilet anak dua ekor ani th dulu ngambil jamban, sasak kuuuu! GRRRR. then, got pick by baz's parent and sent home. :D

arnd 830, got picked by ka azie and ka qilah to sleepover at ka azie's. :D and yes now, i am here. dorang menyanyi menari2, becali kh apakah.. INDADA KU TAU~ ahaha. pronounce the "INDADA" style nini ku... its something like,INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNDADA!
DADA nya atu mesti ada macam be break tu bunyi nya.hahahaha. i think i should post up some bruneian words yg cali2. next time lah.

currently chatting to zal, ka lynah and jek [whose being so pervert! eww!].

im going now. dari tadi kan liat scrubs ah, "indada" ada pedah2 dibawa! ;p haha okay, i realized im more using malay for this post. BAHASAKU~ sudah atu!

laters!

2007-11-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

i was totally bored right and so i called ka yul asking if shes going out. she was still at school and later on, msged me that shes not going out since abg fadh cant drop her off. then, i called ka beelah and since ka lynah's there at her crib, i went there cause i was totally bored waiting 5 oclock to come. there, chilled a bit and bla bla random things. talked about getting a job for this holiday and bla blaaa. arnd 5, i was pick by ka azie and went to gdg for movie with jiah and adib tagging along. :D its been so long to be in the mall banyak org! its teenage day out wah today. so, i met up with the friends i should have gone out with together with zaidani, ana, matt, kim, yusof, daii, milc and many more. (: twas freaking cold in the cinema man. and beowulf isnt that bad, im giving it a "B". i keep on annoying the people infront of us and yayy, hes got mental jadi nini si grendel. hahah. we were loud and annoying as hell brabis. after the movie, went arnd the place balik2 memalui and it was raining, payah kn cross the road cause car was parked there. waited a lil bit for the rain to stop abit then drop off others home and last me, im home now. just had my dinner.

ill be having a photoshoot tomorrow. but i dont know who to go with since ive got no driver. :S ill get someone to give me a ride. ;p i paid for it sudah then i have to come lah. (:

off now.

afterall, im sorry!

2007-11-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

afterall, i do thank them. (:

sorry, i was having emo moment last night and the previous post i wrote, isnt 100% fact. im sorry. i was just down. i dont know what striked me off. anyway, im recovering now but still im not going out with friends. sorry you guys! i would love to but ive got my own reasons.

i thought today would be boring but no, im wrong. i thank baz, luque, teeqs and nash for making it lil bit brighter to move forward the day ahead. just a little bit makes a huge change in me. :D

and today marks, the last official day of highschool! but its nothing, we've got a long way to go in life to be successful people and sure, we'll take the chance. i dont care struggling just to live the life it is. (: to be appreaciated and respect are what i need in the end of the world.

and the last day, notes a memory that, my school shoe just got teared up! hahaha i dont know it happened, but good laugh on that! (:

so now, i bet my bestfriend to be for the 3 months holiday; movies and dramas. :D oh and since dad's flight is cancelled, im not going either[im okay with it since i got what i wanted sudah]. so, im just waiting december, to singapore. :D and this means, im going to be the usher for school concert on 26th. i still dont fancy going to prom.

im still worry anyway, of the result! dont enjoy too much people~ im going out later anyway. (:

ps. thanks zatt for calling, we'll see how it goes. and jek, im definitely rejecting, ouch.

confession

2007-11-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

the truth is, they dont really fit into me and so, i dont think being with them is cool. for 2 years of being with them, its just grrr! i thank god, ive got everybody else whose one head with me but theyre just out of reach. im sad that i just let this ongoing feeling out today! yes, today! fuck, i dont feel right rejecting them but thats what i fucking feel man. i might sound boastful but no, i dont want to nor am i want them to. the moments we had, i can say its memorable but yeah, deep inside those moments, GOD KNOWS! school never been a heaven to me as people said its heaven since friends are there but not mine. theres though moments i love to replay but mostly, no. its not cool yes its not cool being that, but i cant hide the truth now. though im the youngest among all in the group, i can still stand on my own. they might say im so not cool but WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I CARE? they dont really know what real life im going through nor they bother to ask whats up with me and shits. no ones to blame. i hate it. and what do i care now? nothing but everybody else, you know who you people are. thank god, theres still awesome people to live with and as i said on sidebar, "being alone isnt much a problem to me". my point is; "they're just not my kind of people!" enough said.

i planned not to go out with them much this few days or week or ~~never will no more~~ until i get recover by it. im fucking damn down about it. anyway, theres a bright side of mine. (:

to end it, i damn miss pds people! cause theyre the best of all even if theyre so out of reach.

but thanks zal and zuhri for cheering me up! (:

morning call

2007-11-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

i just got hang up from the phone with ezatt. thanks love! pagi buta bah. haha 10? ;p had an hour talk after so long. he thought that today's monday thats why hes calling to ask me out since he thought i was having my last exam. palau banar! anyway. we'll go out soon baby.

im off!

2007-11-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

since its saturday(well, its past midnight now), no exams, babu was having an off day, we went out. :D got up around 8, took a shower and had car wash session. twas tiring. then, set up to get a letter from kaka at manggis to t.a.i.b in bandar. since we're in bandar, went to school to pick mimi up knowing that by then, she couldnt go. instead, we pick baby huur and went to police station for something. got back to bandar, pick mimi and had lunch in muti'ah restaurant in kiulap. to waste time, we decided to go to hua ho kiulap but then we couldnt find any parking. drop mimi off for ugama exam. i was tired, and babu was wayyyy tired than me, shes sleepy so we decide to have a short rest di kampong, and we did. planned to go arnd 230 but no, went back arnd 5 and pick mimi lagiiiii. drop them off since baby was sleeping. off to hua ho kiulap to buy the november babies presents, 5 of them. :D took a long time to get what should we give them. then went home arnd 7. called the airport, knowing that the flight's were about to land. damn, jalan lagiiii. went home, played twister which adeq just bought and had dinner with the cousins. :D gila sakit badan ku main! and boggled with babu, adeq and mimi.

thats how my day pretty goes. it does feel like exams over. im so in the holiday mood already.

i got my new crocs, cleo. (: lawaaaa!

this is the old one i got, i still like it anyway. :D its mary jane.

i want the celeste canvas or celeste suede actually but then its not out yet in malaysia. so yeah, next time. :D setaieeee~

its so much of a disagreement for me that converse is in brunei. it used to be so you know. :( it should be here in brunei. apa sorang pakai, sorang atu ada juaaa. but whatever it is, i dont buy clothes in brunei! :D its mostly from KL. seriously, im not boasting or what but brunei is so urghhhh! well well, i dont have a single piece of shirt from converse just 2 pair of its shoes which i rarely use.

anyway, im off now to watch Scrubs. its a hilarious series! i just need to keep the blog updated and so, i did. :D

2007-11-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

i had an awesome night. :D havent been on a gathering thats so much of fun for babu's side recently.

i cant wait for 1st december to come as its going to be the family gathering and not forgetting my bestfriend's birthday, bazzy. :D and its going to be complete grandchilds since abg boy is going to be here by 22nd november. (:

imma off now to continue watch Scrubs. :D and having a little bit of chatting with some friends.

oh, and listen to zain bhikha. my super duper cool cousin(NOT! ;p), syamiah just introduce it and i find his songs catchy. its kind of nasheed songs anyway but lawa.

this one touched me.

2007-11-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

ive been laughing my ass off because of Scrubs. :D

away. to family function.

ps. yay! ive got a new crocs arriving tomorrow. :D

2007-11-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

i personally decided to make my blog private and so, i ended up doing it. ive got my own reasons why but that shouldnt be bothered by anyone of you. (: well, you can ask me anytime personally. i would love to answer it to some. well, i also think that no one bother to read my blog, so ill let it to myself. say what i want and get what satisfies me. :D

after geo paper 1 yesterday, i feel like its the end of the world. i couldnt be bothered with science paper 1 anymore since i flunked my paper 2. albeit, i know paper 1 might help, okayy! the truth is, i just finish studying it and im done with it, no more revising. hahaha. i think what i revise is enough for monday.

talking about monday, ive got bunch of people asking me out to watch movies with them but nyeh, "KAMUUUUUUU!!!! AKU NADA DRIVER BAH! :'(" hahahahah. well, i might get babu to send me off or cousins, if im going with them. i want to go out with nana jua cause ive been missing her too much and zal jua. i miss nina jua but i think its quite impossible to go out with her by then since she'll be leaving for haj next week or two. as for baz, i want to go out with her too after so long havent been going out with her except in school. and that goes the same to nash, teeqs and dil too. well, madd too. i miss having a long talk with him. lating, i miss youuuuu, hehe aku mau jalan sama kau juaa. and dateeeeeeeeeee too and majdinaaaa! :D you people are all on the list and theres moreeee people i have to catch up with. and cousins especially ka lynah and ka beelah, you people are so much on the list! banyak eh banyak. its not impossible if i ended up going out with no one but atleast family members, i would. adeq kah mimi kah ka qilah might be good too and ka azie. :D or maybe ill sleep the whole day. hahah. im cool if i dont go out on monday since holiday is going to be long. :D

im done with this.

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YAYY! ill be going out at night on monday[insyaallah]. and so,the evening, i think ill just stay at home and go out with friends nanti nanti since holiday is 3 months! :D we've got time we've got time. ahahaha. :D

2007-11-14T09:50:00.000+08:00

i came to think of the topic i wanted to rant, its useless if i post it. i think the blog is quite publicize now but as said by others, "its my blog, i talk whatever i want!". just, not now.

as of planned earlier on, the school prom night are going to be on 24th and people had been asking if im coming or not. here is it; "i know my friends wanted me to go as we go for it, just for fun but im not unless ive got a last minute mind change. :D i come to tell now that i dislike being in crowds of people i dont know and thatll be uncomfortable. talking about it, i know its my school prom and theres should be more of our school mates and what about it is, i personally isnt comfortable with some of my mates whose going to be around. i may look enjoying and all right but hell, inside me id be like 'argh, this? what? that?' its somehow likea trauma. ok,thats over. ;p another reason is i might not be here in brunei since i told you i planned it and im permitted. ok, that got me excited and forget whatever happens in brunei."

another prom that im invited to is private prom somewhere i wont tell here (: and for this prom, i really want to go since i fancy the people more, its just that, i wont be here. so, if i buy the tickets now, its going to be worthless right. yes, tickets not ticket, and you people know what it means. so, again, not going. im sorry pds friends! i love you guys more and much more missing you people, you know who you are especially rynneh. (: im sorry love but i know we'll be seeing each other before the prom on your ddr steps. ;p heh.

fuh, that answer the question that had been piling up eversince its told. ahah.

i finally had a McD meal last night! :D

happy birthday to MATT and QAWIY. (i miss you both brothers! old times~ *2004* :D)

2007-11-13T18:23:00.000+08:00

they called us up when theyre packing their things up to go KL and i was like KL? arent they in KL now? oh knowing theyre not, they stayed over at negeri sembilan last night. and that meant what i was predicting in the last post wasnt true. hahaha but well, they probably are now since they arrived in KL already around 2pm. :D sigh!

my food list for the upcoming KL trip;

sushi king.

burger king

nandos

1901 hotdog

auntie anne's

new zealand natural

secret recipe

im off. :D i might be ranting about something sad or whatever, happy tonight and if not, tomorrow.

i miss my mysterious hottie boy. :D

2007-11-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

my siblings in KL now are probably going around times square shopping mall while ayah on work. :( they probably are now enjoying cosmos world riding on the indoor rollercoaster(well, adeq only).they probably are now watching movie on IMAX 3D. they probably are now going around borders looking at people reading, chatting and sleeping! they probably are now having sushi from sushi king. they probably are now in nike store buying mimi's tee and will go next door to buy mimi another adidas tee. they probably are now having ice blended caramel from starbucks. they probably are now at MNG or at metrojaya getting my perfume. they are ABSOLUTELY having the fun now and is because theyre staying over at BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE HOTEL!

and myself; am craving for McD. its impossible for me to crave for something thats not in brunei but well if it does, im craving for sushi from sushi king, burgers from burger kings, grilled chic from nandos, hotdogs from 1901, ice blended caramel from starbucks, pretzels from auntie anne's, takoyaki from the stall in sunway pyramid, ice cream turkish style in bukit bintang and from new zealand's natural, tomyam soup and cake from secret recipe, ice choc from auntie anne's and whatnots! :D THERES LOTS AND im so going to have those next week and off, well not all. hahaha. :D

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO A GREAT FRIEND; NASRUL HAFIZAN a.k.a NASH.

14th to FATIN DAMIA. (with guitar. sorry tin, aku ambil dari friendster. :D)

and 17th to AZRIAH! (i miss you babe!)

random.

2007-11-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

i just got back from airport. i knew my dad would be leaving today and didnt
quite expect my brothers and sister would follow him and they ended up leaving. (: so now, the house quite and are left with 3 kids only including me. i couldnt join them since im still having exams. well, next week, insyaallah!

kaka azie came just now cause i bet shes missing our house. ;p and had dinner with the whole family at wywy since their flight was delayed from 8 to 1045. crazyyy i know.

..................

damn! im blank.

im practically over with exam and happy! :D
im just left with paper 1 for wednesday and next monday.
im missing Tauf24. :')
im definitely insane now, im weird.
im quite satisfied with my poa paper 2 that i had this morning and managed to balance it.
im gonna start watching korean drama series to fill up my long holiday.

i need to study and polish up my geo paper 1 knowledge.
i need to force myself into combined science for paper 1.
i need to go to madamasoille to make a boot cut pant.
i need to go cd store to buy a choice of scrubs season 2(definitely), veronica mars or the office.

lastly,
I HAVE TO GO NOW CAUSE I FEEL SLEEPY YET I WANT TO STUDY. :S

oh watching world pool championship yesterday was so nerve-wrecking!
the finales were both sharp and good.
and now.... the title goes to... "DARYL PEACH"
and oh, i manage to come to abg sanol last night's function.
ill post up more pictures soon.

2007-11-11T13:40:00.001+08:00

oh, damn. i just realize i didnt make a post on my goodfriend's birthday. well,

HAPPY 17th BELATED BIRTHDAY MESSONI a.k.a MEZZY MEZ!

wish you all the best brother and thanks for being kind and caring. and definitely thanks for talking to me recently and updating on each other's crap. :D and exam made us crazyyy and we thank god, that it all had been good. goodluck! will be seeing you after exam then, i knoww. its funny man we rarely talk or never when i was still in PDS.SEC. hahah. but well oh well, thank again god, youve given me a VERY GREAT FRIEND! :D

grrr

2007-11-11T12:27:00.000+08:00

all the cousins except ka wy and ka fadz(whose not in brunei. sabar saja kaaa!) are probably having the most fun wedding event ever now and i suck. i decided to stay at home to study now. well, im gonna study then. i tend not to go anywhere the day before exam even if im ready with the exam the days before. HAVE FUN COUSINS! jgn begambar banyak2 or if you people do, CACAT TU SEMUA GAMBAR AH CAUSE IM NOT IN IT. and yeah, its all for;

CONGRATULATIONS ON THE WEDDING,

ABG SANOL & KA DINA !

(since kamu semua pakai purple then the font purple juaaa. waaaaa! :'( pakai baju purple ku ehhh dirumah aniii bekurung ah. ;p)

SASAKKU EXAM ANI EHHHH! CUBATAH POSTPONE! OR MAKE IT ON TUESDAY KAH OR BETTER YESTERDAY TUUUU! GRRRR! :'(

whatever. im off!

missing it to the infinity.

2007-11-10T12:58:00.000+08:00

im planning on to go for a vacation again to KL right after the exam and i got permitted by mum. :D since dad's confirmly will be going for a course. well, i dont wanna be there for 2 weeks like dad will. 3-5 days are enough and ive been checking on the tickets and be confirm it with the parents again. well, im trying to fit in the perfect time since i really need to be in brunei on 30th Nov and 1st Dec since its going to be my brothers and sister's concert which i want to attend and family gathering respectively. whatever then, i dont mind if im not gonna go since we're heading somewhere too on december with the whole family. :D

my point is; I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE LONG HOLIDAYYYYYY! 3 papers left within 9 days, and ill get my ass off! hahahahaha. *evil* i miss movies. i miss going out with cousins. i miss going out with friends especially old friends. i miss having to laugh so hard like theres no tomorrow. i miss sleeping over at cousins. i miss swimming. i miss watching tv series. i miss playing board games. i miss waking up late. i miss cleaning up my study table. i miss cleaning up my bed side table[not!;p]. i miss listening to song continuously without distraction. i miss being an empty-minded. i miss not about what to happen the tomorrow or so. i miss going for unplan event. i miss showing off that, "hah! class? kamiiii nada!!!!!!!". i miss going mengaji just to crap with ainal and i miss fifah too. i miss

browsing for lyrics and get it stuck on my mind. i miss calling zal for hours. i miss NEARLY EVERYTHING. damn!

~~being hurt isnt much pain as being on exam!~~ ok, exaggerating. ;p i thought i said i was calm? thats right! im undeniably calm anyway. :D

OF ALL, I MISS BEING RANDOM.

LOL! and thank god, im letting out my random-ness.

picture uploader being a bitch. ill edit it soon!

laters.

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the end product of stuffed potato with tuna.

the end product of the choc cake, it was nyummy! :D

my brother! look at his face on the left.

see, the face doesnt look balance right?

..and you could put that blame on me [edited]

2007-11-09T18:42:00.000+08:00

everyone had post up their raya days shots and im such a turtle for not being able to post it up. and i dont even share stories of what happened during the ramadhan. it feels just like yesterday ramadhan started and now, the two most-waited month will come to and end as for this year. im thankful, everything had gone smooth. i didn't really go out, to visit relatives but the first week of it was good. just hoping every next year's will be better and much more better. (:

more pictures are to be updated on my multiply. ill inform when its done. :D probably a week by now.

theres going to be another cousin wedding. abg sanol is getting married, this sunday, 11th Nov and its sad that im not completely sure im going or not since ill be having a poa paper 2 exam the next day. :( ill be missing on action in every pictures thatll be taken. yes, thats the other the main point of attending or not for us, the girls cousins of dad's side. hahaha. we are vain, dont deny kaka-kaka! :D recent pictures of the cousins with some raya pictures and ~~last night~~ pictures!

after 12th Nov paper, exam is practically over by then! :D left with objective papers of geo and science which i think, isnt at all easy to score. oh well well well, forget about that. move on.

i slept arnd 3 last night and woke up at 730am until the silence happened again, i went back to sleep. dreamt about having to eat stuffed potato which babu used to bring us back from work. as soon as i woke up, gt showered and told ayah to buy me things. so, i made the stuffed potato with help of adek. thought it wouldnt finish but late afternoon, it did. yayyy! and adek decided to bake a cake and so why not? :D it turns out good! [pictures are to be post up in next post]

my brother, eboy just got bruised last wednesday. he was at school about to start the class in ugama and he suddenly fell that broke his front teeth and his lips are now bruised. he got injected the next day. half of his face are swollen. just few minutes ago, we as in me and my maid cant seem to stop laughing looking at his face! it looks like hes always smiling. pity him. but he just made fun of his face and that cracked me up more. picture explains the image. [pictures are to be post up in next post]

im going now. :D its pretty much updated.

oh, congratulation to alin [kurapak] for getting the title "best local scene blogger". his page is totally different from rano's blog genre. so i personally think, both are the best. :D

we all, lets go kurapak! :D

i miss you,T24. ♥

after so long. [edited]

2007-11-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

updated!

"ill be back after exam FINISHES..."
that line, i take back!

since im having a day break from having a very week in the exam month, i decided to change my layout. it seems like everyone is having theirs. wooo penjealoussss aku ah! the first two papers period was good since it had a day gap but eversince monday, 29th Oct until 5th Nov, its continuous exam day. well except for friday and sunday but yeah its hectic hectic. but the hecticness was quite cheer. thank god, i dont feel at all pressured unlike months, weeks and days before exam started. i was calm and still am. terima kasih, Allah!

ill be having my english papers tomorrow and yet, im still calm. i actually did study for english and reading dictionary isnt lame. although i can go on with the fact, remember "general". haha that was ka lynah's. well well well. and ill be having paper 2 of geo and science on thursday! that sounds scaryyy since its paper 2 but yeah, go with it, tawakkal. insyaallah ill get through, aminn! both arent my fav subject anyway. for geo, im quite ready for it but as for science, i can do nothing about it. i cant force myself into it but no matter what, ill try my best. insyaallah.

wow! i didnt expect myself to be on a long hiatus. i do said its 2 months or so but a week to 2 months isnt bad at all. its a week to 2 months mannn! say whatttt.

i need to get a rest now. :D and [edited]~~im sure ill be back on 12th Nov~~ thats after all the paper 2 are done and i will be left with paper 1.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY IMAN NUR AZMA!

iloveyouuu. imissyouuu.

its just few minutes left to past twelve so im not typing it as for advance loveee! :D

once more and eternally stays. oh, taufiq!
[ i should disclose about this chapter of my life. :D im not being totally open with the public for sake of being safe. ]

laters!

prayers & hardworks. tawakkal always.

2007-09-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

officially on

HIATUS

ate aqui, adeus! :D

just for now

2007-09-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

happy fasting everyone!
ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan.
&
happy advance raya everyone!
maaf zahir dan batin.
&
the very best of luck the exam people!
achieve the goals and get flying colours people,aminnn.

so, this is going to be my last post till exam finishes. :D goodluck everyone and wish me goodluck. all the best for future. ill be back in 2 months or so.

ps. dont forget me people. and to who i miss, you stay who you are for being missed. ;) and lovee!

2007-09-11T10:46:00.000+08:00

finally, ive transferred all the songs from desktop to laptop. theres 2000+ that were transferred and plus with the songs that i just download and put into the laptop. currently, theres 2756. :D and im going to download more sometime this holiday. :D kalau aku nda tau lagu apa kn di download, nda alang-alang ku download lagu apa saja, sampai jua 100 labih. HAHAHHA.

since ive got nothing to do now. study isnt on and yes, i plan to cook after this for family lunch but babu just called we might be having it out with dad but whatever, she asked me to just cook incase of its cancelled.

im gonna shower first, then cook and next, watch "i could never be your woman" dvd. :D

so, chiaooo!

ps. A.T is hotttttt! only baz knws who. :D

playing: aku jatuh cinta - keni novan

2007-09-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

im uber exhausted for nearly whole day today. i slept at 3 last night thats habitual of si rasssh and gain consciousness around 645am, like howwwwwww early is that, its suppose to be holiday man! moreover, amidsnt of the night, i didnt get a beauty sleep, kept on waking up time by time. thats sad! i dont know what was i thinking but it could just be something awful. *sobs* favorably, i was wide awake not thinking about the awful thought i had. :D got showered and off to school arnd 745. had a morning talk with ezza while waiting for teacher to get in the class. physic was indeed interesting and maths was dull for the day! and we had an hour half for each class. i feel tired for that! went home, and start the furnitures and room alteration as of planned. includes all the sweeping and craps. did that till 545pm. it started at 1. see, thats super tiring! and we, specifically my maid and i did all the amendment and theres so much to work on. whats more tiring was keeping the siblings shut up for many times that means shouting and bla blaaaa.

thats pretty how the day goes. its bad that i didnt do paragraphing. whatever!

so, ill be having functions tonight and im gonna start on poa study again. (:

41 DAYS TO OLEVEL BABYYYYYY!

i dont wanna come for geo class tmrw and more, for malay and commerce on wednesday! its uhhh.

esuk liat anak bulannnnnn, yayyy. i want puasa to be on wednesday cause i want to sembahyang terawihhhh, i miss it. seriously i do. i miss gatheringggsss everynight at nini's or any relatives. i wannttttt. and good foods especially 'salai' salmonnnn from gerai in madangggg. and kebabs and roti johns and puspas! hahahahah!

im going now. gonna get ready for function. :D

2007-09-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

last night, dad brought us to indoor stadium to watch the 1st and 1quarter round of brunei 9-ball invitational cup 2007 which at first we as in mum and me hesitated to go but in the end, we did. both the brothers, boboy and eboy tagged along. the feeling of excitement made me go, wooah. :D so it gt me interested to watch and so eager to know. so left after the the first round, miss the quarter round and went for dinner in wywy. (:

made a fact that if the crown prince get to go to semis, ill not be in school today and vice versa. so, since he did, i missed classes this morning which was suppose to be at 8 till 1130 but i woke up at 930 and went off picking up ka erah and ka azie finding out that they havent showered yet. so mum, eboy and i waited for a bit. then, off to stadium again around 1130, the semis started and ended at arnd 1. unfortunately, crown prince was beaten by indonesian player. had lunch in stadium restaurant. knowing 230 the final start, we went back to indoor stadium. hahahah, kami th pulang addicted ani wah bukan pulang ayah although ia yang bawa at first. dad wanted to watch all the matches but he had meetings, sadly. it was alll good! siukkkkk! :D went home after the prize giving at around 530.

home, they opened the poool table and played. gatal banar tangan ah kn main mcm prefessionals. ;p

later at maghrib, went gadong for a bit. home, small gathering. played carroms and now, here i am blogging how my day goes. :D im supposed to watch movie, but yeah, i will soon. and grr, i havent studied for 2 days! im so gonna start again on monday or tomorrow. :D let me have rest ok. ;p

till here, updated.

oh, champion. $10,000US is his.

the champion; wu chia ching & little brother, eboy.

we've got the autograph baby. thanks to ka azie of the hardwork! ;p

crown prince was there striking.

brilliant rule!

2007-09-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

oh everyone knows this by now that a new "brilliant" rule has been made that cellphones are BANNED in school for whole brunei! i dont misuse it. the only time i use it is only in dismissal and free time not when lessons were conduct. is that illegal much? is that wrong? and for emergency calls and msgs. i dont wanna say much but it sucks. oh well, im not gonna continue cause who knows committees of ministry might pass by this blog and read this and report..uuuu, no. hahahah. im just unhappy about it so yeah. but well oh well, im not that desperate to bring phone to school.

whatever it is,the point is, whats going to be my music in those free times and dismissals? i need music. music. music. understand us, we need music. i know, it wasnt just me. curse the people who misuse the use of phone in school.

so yeah, i myself do broke school rules but im on minor case. ;p lets see if this particular rule stays long.

but of all, thanks ministry for making those people realize that phones shouldnt be misused!

off that topic, im excited that i bought 6 new dvds last night and am gonna start one after this. :D hows the class today you may ask, and ill reply, its good and so much expected that less than 10 people attend for it. maths are just not favourite but to me, most favourite. and physics, ah man, it sucks but today's revision was more to chemistry method. (: i got all the points and fully understand the topic. :D

in between, there was little drama between the friends or cousins among each other. blahhh. deen came amid of physic class. i didnt get to talk to him anyway. hes losing weight, isnt? he is! nampakkkkkk!

so, im out now.

how wonderful.

2007-09-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

generally, its official that school holiday will start tomorrow. sadly, most of the exam classes dont have their and whats fun is IM IN ONE OF THOSE CLASSES. but well oh well, what do i care. im attending for the sake of working hard. :D

im having my period and ive got quite a number to pay off the puasa. grrr! oh so, i hope this year's puasa ill get it full. insyaallah.

i dont even bother to rant everything about my everyday life anymore. just what i feel like telling.

so, since today is the last school day, we had a perfect "21" absentees! how wonderful is that. and we're 39 whole class. that shows whats with the form 5 of SGS this year, its the worst, seriously! what a nightmare. thanks people who made my day though i find it quite dull. (: but syukurrr!

thank god, that i fell asleep last night, at 1 and woke up at 6. perfect 5 hours! :D

i miss z and zal still.

ATLEAST

2007-09-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

i thought by drinking a cup of coffee would let me be awake. well, it works on me always but not today, i drank 3 cup of it and it resulted to the sleepyness i have at instant. i thank god for making me sleepy today since i havent been having enough sleep. so today, atleast a 5 hour please.hope so.
okay, im revising for tmrw's maths test on probability and trasformation. and ill doze off after that!

goodnight world.

2007-09-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

aku tak peduli, sungguh tak peduli, inilah jalan hidupku.
selamat tinggal kisah tak berujung.

insecurity.

2007-09-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

i just feel insecure. thats the phase of teenage life. for whatever reason it is, im still strong like i always am. i stand on my own. :D im proud with that part of myself.

i love this two songs; [the lyrics are meaningful indeed]

pictures of asian day & baby huur's bday party in school are in my multiply,click here. cheers! oh, ill be posting up pictures there more often now.

ps. SORRY THAT I HAVE TO CUT MOST OF THE CONVO LINES IN THE PREVIOUS POST CAUSE I SEE SOMEONE TAKING ADVANTAGE. FHCK! LIFE'S CRUEL. but thanks again mezzy, i left the lines when youre like giving me compliments. thanks once more!

ps. i miss Z and Zal. so much!

exaggeration

2007-09-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

so, i had a small quarrel with someone who was mine and nyeaah that was long ago we were together yeah yadaaa yadaaaa. and with that, i let out my feelings to someone, a guy who im not close to, not schoolmate but ex schoolmate. we rarely did talk or never but now what has it become, thanks mezzy for listening. im gladddd you actually did. thanks thanks thanks!

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

haha okay, i read it.

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

haha youre a tough girl.

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

owh well. he deserved the pain anyway haha.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

i know right.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

IM A STRONG WOMAN.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

haha

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

well that's how all metal heads are haha.

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

anyways, jangantah ingau lah. you've more things to worry about. tu exams ah~ haha.

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

lapar exams mana sajatah. fuck around or whatever ahahhahaha

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

HAHAHAHHA i know.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

THATS good thing.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

thanks anyway,for listening.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

i feel weird anyway to let it out to a guy who im not close with.

rasssh - apparently, nothing. says:

but,then you made me feel alive with it.

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

hey, no problem alright.

47 days left till O Level Finals. says:

im a listener ....

oh well, that was it. :D i cut few lines in the conv and theres starting cause we were talking about how shit it is, 47 days to olevel and all those stuffs. and how we exaggerate about our language study, baieeee tu mez. :D oh and his face scratc he just got from a cat, kesiann. anyway, hes fun. :D study till you drop and itll worth your time. after all that, we gotta fck off man. :D hhahah.

oh, i dont even have a single about it beggar! you know who you are. leave as long as you care, I DONT CARE. ive got everyone else. youre just one of a shitface in the crowd, poklen banar! thanks to the nick i had, "i so want this to be over". it happened and its a miracle that it did!

im going now. i might blog again later, im off jalan.

guilt

2007-09-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

just in an hour half, im going to miri. :D hopefully to meet buggy tomorrow and dil. (:

happy 17th birthday my dear friend, Chau!

denying.

2007-09-01T06:31:00.000+08:00

recently, im denying that i was over him(another him, not the him i mentioned in the post before this). deep inside, i can feel, im not. its hard. i miss you, z.

someone's trying to wake me up eagerly. unfortunately, im still alive! eversince i dont sleep. and hes like, JUST STARTED TO SLEEP IN THIS HOUR, jobless guy. oh well, im grateful that i got to get myself to sleep arnd 3am and woke up at 415am. im grateful, atleast ive got some sleep. im afraid that there might be something if i dont sleep for days.

it 640am now, i gotta get downstair and off to school. :D i likeeee saturday indeed. but im gonna miss baz since she'll be absent today. GET WELL SOON BESTFRIEND. iloveeeeyou. ill see you on tuesday!

off.

ps. 50 days to Olevel.

2007-08-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

if indeed you're waiting, im sorry. i know we've been talking latterly. i anticipated that you're trying to get back to the past. and as far as i know, i NEVER want the past to happen again and i dont want you to be mine again, anymore. i can feel it. we've been apart for a year-half now, im totally over you. many people can see that, im so over you. so whatever we are now isnt related to what we were before. i admit, i miss the times spent with you but thats odd now. ive tried to make it up to you but you keep on cutting my lines and theres no way i can tell you. all i can say, "please, i beg you. youre hopeless on me. move on. theres always a better one. i believe on that! im never yours every now and then. stay what we are now, you know what i mean, friend. IM SORRY! nevertheless, i miss you in other way, boy."

i havent sleep since wednesday night! i still feel good.

fhck, i just remember, ive got poa mcq homework.

currently chatting with ka lynah and ex. :D

tag.

2007-08-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

sheesh, i regret leaving a shout out in pamela/bbmeis's blog. this girl ah, grrrrr. soon, ill poke u more uh! HAHAHA. anyway, we're friends and so why not fill it up? ;p

1. Tell us your name:

// Rashidah Hj Awg Isa

2. Three things about yourself:

//Complicated
// Unpredictable
// I got panic easily nowadays

3. What’s in your playlist:

// Gavin DeGraw & James Morrison are still awesome! well, ive got like 8 GB for playlist. :D

4. Your favourite music:

// see what the above tells.

5. Favourite guilty pleasure:

// eat. :D

6. Favourite food:

// i say mamak at the moment.

7. Define love:

// theres chemistry in two person's soul. :D

8. Define sex:

// IS FOR MARRIED PEOPLE!

9. Any celebrity crushes?:

// cristiano ronaldo, i cant deny!

10. The last person you hugged:

// bhurrr.

11. The last person you talked to:

// brother.

12. The last time you cried:

// two days ago.

13. The last time you had sex:

//so far i live, never.

14. The last time you made out:

// some cookies, haha.

15. The last person you dated:

// its obviously a guy and i wont tell who. :D

16. The last time you went out:

// last night.

17. What’s on your mind now?:

// exam.

18. What’s bothering you?:

// procrastination.

19. This year’s resolutions:

// excel in olevel.

20. Your MSN nick?

// rasssh - like that spanish guitar

21. What’s your MSN nick about?:

// my nickname & "like that spanish guitar" means as if holding someone/someone hold me like spanish guitar that means not ever letting go.

22. The people you miss the most:

// z and nana. seriously!

23. Current mood:

// bored!

24. What are you thinking?:

// exam man.

25. Best childhood memory:

// :D ive got lots man.

26. 3 of your biggest fears:

// god.
// cats ad rats.
// car stipping backward.

27. Who do you love?:

// i do, z. :D

28. 3 of the things you hate:

// PROCRASTINATION!
// sticky rat toys.
// emptiness.

29. Do you blog?:

// i am now.

30. Tag 5 people:

// ka erah, wardah, nads, dalila & eezah!

CHEERS!

2007-08-30T04:30:00.000+08:00

to mention; im still alive. i havent actually sleep since the last post i recently added. twas 1215am and now, its 431pm. i couldnt make myself sleepy no more for today. :D so, i bet ill just hang around, alone. ive been surfing and still chatting with the former. (: SO YEAH, thats how it goes.
i think i should just go shower now and do some revision. good idea?

~~yes, ill do it.~~ eh no, im not going to shower but ill revise. shower later!

GOOD MORNING WORLD.

good day!

2007-08-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

today was awesome. its asian day activity for the school. well, its not just asian. its global. nah, what dyu call this, whatever it is la. i likeeee the environment. the traditions. the costumes of different nationalities. it was gooooood to see them. well, theyre schoolmate but it just looks great! :D i was suppose to join presenting brunei but nyeh, i dont feel like to. food tester were lots but i missed all cause i was fasting, again. (: its still a good day! i took about 10o shots! thats like whoaaah but its kinda all the same, HAHAH. im posting it up.

since i was craving for ice lemon tea, dad bought it for me for sungkai and i also had kebab and air kelapa. :D prayed and read the yassin. went to the mall after isya'. it was such a bull crowd! ate and played at the arcade till 1045pm. went home around 11pm when the mall were dark already. HAHAH.

home, gathered in the parent's room and find scarfs to match with the raya bajus. :D 3 of it still in the tailor shop, 1 not send yet and 1 done and picked. :D so, its altogether 5 baju raya but i doubt if 2 of it gonna be done. and ive got like 3/4 kains not cut yet. :D banyakkk! well, im not gonna really raya this year, exam is going to be 10 days after raya, which is bull. heh!

im blogging cause im boring and i dont feel like studying! woohoo, that rhymes!

"present for a presentation presented presently!"

the scarfs are mostly brown, not on purpose!

oh, the family. they look great!

the guys, senior. mirul, hafiz, arphat, kevin, jonathan & prashanth.

he's akmal of KG. cute right?

nash in whatever u call it. hahah. and the perasan guy, muin.

rave & mich. awwww!

khairul & arphat in action.

representing singapore and brunei

egypt

phillipine

india

me, teeqs & baz.

mirul representing bangladesh & theres fatt's & biq's back! i likeee fatt's bajuu.

there! isaiah. representing malaysia!

phillipine

nepal

bangladesh; arphat(middle) and jonathan in white.

egypt

oh, my dearly maids! HAHAHHA. indonesia.

biq, kil, ezza & hani! they look good anyway.

sorry, its so UNORGANIZED! im lazy. but since the blogger works well, atleast i post pictures!

and to end this post i would like to have a shout out to our emo guy who looks wanna-be. HAHAHA. i miss you kawannnn! take care in singapore and get well soon for the cousin!

our very own LUQUEMO

just missing

2007-08-28T17:55:00.000+08:00

i havent met mum today for the whole day and now its 6pm. i didnt go to her room in the morning so not even a glance of her. i staybacked in school till 2 and i miss the chance of having the midday with her. on my way back home, on a spot, she was driving off to her office back, driver said she was looking at me when we passed by the car but i was looking somewhere else. i didnt know what colour is her baju kurung today.
well, i just felt like saying, cause i feel missing plus im FASTING.

selamat menyambut hari nisfu syaaban kepada sekalian muslimin dan muslimat yang dirahmati.
"ya Allah, panjangkanlah umurku, jauhkan diriku dari bala dan murahkan rezekiku." amin ya rabbal 'alamin.

oh, she just came! :D

crack.

2007-08-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

its 0030 now and i havent sleep yet. am currently chatting to bestfriend; baz, exboyfriend; jek, a funny "baie" friend; umi khairiyah(hahaha kidding mi, u know me.;p) and beloved cousin; ka lynah. and IM SUPER DUPER HYPER! :D and i dont know why, i annoy people. ahahahah.

i was doing my poa revision and sucked balls, it didnt balance! and waiting for an explanation from emo guy, luque, tomorrow early morning!

hello people!

off.

2007-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

i just hate it when what i dont fancy in the past, appear back to my life. i hate it!

i dont feel like talking and so now, im telling, ill just blog when i have something to share with or when i feel like blogging. cause im busy with stuffs and all that jeez.

till then, au revoir!

empty

2007-08-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

he came back. i dont wanna bother but my heart keeps on beating. its bizarre!

i have nothing to rant actually. im still alive anyway! hello people. my blog's dying day by day and i dont care. ive gotta make it personal just then? POSITIVE? NEGATIVE?

imagine you.

2007-08-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

i was feeling sleepy in class and that made me wanna sleep in the afternoon but nyeh, gameboy made me alive! thanks bomberman. ;p okay, im addicted to gameboy now. :D

i actually got lots to share but the thoughts just dont give me what i have to start and that ends up with just a line, "keep it for next time, MAYBE?"

oh yes, a change right? :D it looks blargh yes yet simple, i likee it. :D brownish. i think its going to be cool if the designer put up some pinks and green on it. dont you think? i do. (:

knowing a friend went off to china for fencing training and championship i think, goodluck you people and thats especially for azriah. :D and yes, shah. (: goodluck! we'll pray for you.

and nads, i dont know if you read this cause since you know i do actually read your posts, then yeah. :D has the wonka nerds arrived?! :D it should be! by tomorrow. you know who to get it from or just wait. i love you, hugs! dina & fzah shouldnt be missed cause you people are one. :D *hugs.

the mocks result isnt satisfying, no. no. no. im trying real hard again by now for next. and get ready in just 2 months time.

happy belated birthday to asniza (17/8); i miss u womann! :D dont lose hope for the result, we still got november. "past cant be change but future do" inspired by mez's gf. :D

eezah(19/8); sorry girl. i didnt know twas ur birthday. well, i do notice that 19891 2 days before but nyeh, im forgetful for just that one day cause i was in miri shopping my ass off. sorry yeah. but yeah, its better late than never kan? :D see you arnd love!

and to dalila(20/8); i was trying so hard to get into your blog but grr it failed for many times, i dont know why and friendster did the same, like wth? why should it be on her birthday. i wanted to greet you but i even lost your number wah! i remember i asked for it one time and i accidentally lost it. dont know why. but anyway, happy belated 19th bday. boyyyyyyyyy, youre old! ahahah old? no. :D havent seen you in a long time womannnnn. disappearing from gadong? HAHAHA. love!

and happy birthday to the 28's most hilarious uncle, sudin bin deli! well, we've got all hilarious uncles. ;p :D
*happpy maknik nukyu, hapi maknik nukyu, hapi maknik maknik, hapi maknik nukyu!" :DDDDD

2007-08-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

my heart is pumping hard and i dont know why. i feel nervous and i dont know why. i feel like something is coming to me but i dont know what. suprises? of happiness? sadness? i dont know. i dont have a stable feeling and that concludes im an unstable person so far ive lived and today i feel, "i dont know".

ps. im not good in having feeling to express in words neither action. i keep up to myself at most. so thanks blog, for keeping me alive and let out my feelings.

2007-08-20T15:36:00.000+08:00

condolence to zizi and nazri and whoever on the loss of amirul who died in a car accident last saturday night. and another condolence to cousin's uncle and family. al-fatihah. *silent*

so, that news actually made me terrified.

went to miri last saturday and slept over for a night. arrived around 7pm. i was too tired and fell asleep around 9pm while the others went out for dinner. swimmed in the morning and had a late breakfast at the hotel restaurant. :D was full cause twas nyummy! relaxed a bit and checked out and shopped. :D of all, i bought:
- 2 long sleeve shirt
- a pair of jeans
- 2 bras. ;p
- ball for basketball
- hair clip
- 2GB phone memory card, yaayy!
thats it i think. :D

..and im nowhere to find in school today. (: tired and as to plan. wink to baz. :D

school prank theyre tryna made isnt that successsful, nyehs!

im going poa self study session now. wait, im transferring mp3s first and blaaaa then study. :D

ps. 63 days to olevel. =S

2007-08-17T12:47:00.000+08:00

i just feel like the layout's expire already and im gonna change soon.
moving on. moving on. :D not better off.

i do think im not the type of person when talking or doing something not straight to the point. it may be a problem to people around me but i dont feel it going the same way. its my life, so i can do whatever i want to and talk to what i want. well, not crossing the limit. (: so basically, you gotta bear with it. if no, you dont need to neither talk nor do anything with me. im me. like or not, your choice. and my disappoinment and fulfillment are my own. i know courages and support helps me and so i thank to those people who did and will do. :D i love you and will love you! thats if youre honest. which is a hope in mine.

the most im doing/having now is inspiration quotes, pieces & talks, wisdom or thoughts to live by or whatever it is called. theres nothing to do with what ive got but it just pops my mind that i should have those. in life and education are the top ones. and ive got some to list.

- The art of being wise is knowing what to overlook. (William James)
- Silence does not always mark wisdom. (Samuel Taylor Coleridge)
- No man was ever wise by chance. (Seneca)
- Winning isn't everything, but wanting to win is. (Vince Lombardi)
- There is no happiness except in the realization that we have accomplished something. (Henry Ford)
- The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack in will.(Vince Lombardi)
- Impatience never commanded success. (Edwin H. Chapin)
- Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think. (La Bruyere)

2007-08-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

not at all satisfying. its disappointing. 2 Os! thats what i got. i think this is it, the fruit of being over confident, i am one. well, i take people's line, "try to get a better one in oct/nov". i thank you people for that and thanks to ka wy, baz, kumi & nads for the words. ill try to. insyaallah i will.. aminn.

and for the nervousness ive got at the time it was told, i was doing my maths mock exam and for that, sorry, i think i did bad cause my brain was blank halfway. im sorry!

i feel like telling everyone what ive achieved. i dont know i should be thankful or not but thanks mom dad and everyone for the courages, i love those and i need those always from the start. now, i feel thankful. madness and the shouts like how some guardians did to their childrens, never works! those things shouldnt be done. be polite and soft having few courageous words to support the child and thanks again parents, you did well on me! i love you and others!

so, i cried in school late hours knowing the fact. :'(

so, as to kill the sadness, i had a long talk with fatt for nearly 2 hour and unfortunately, she had to pee. LOL. and continued a phone call with zal, whos sick at the moment but we had a great long talk. fatt, congrats on your 5Os, dont you feel relief man? inda besyukur th banar anak aniii, haha you know what i mean right. and zal, congrats on an o atleast youve got one dear. we'll do better next time yes, insyaallah.

im better off now.

ps. congrats baz on the 1 of 4. dil on 3 of 4. teeqs on 2 of 8. nash on 2 of 6. madd on 3 of 6. zul on 2 of 6. zim on 1 of 5. hani on 3 of 7. kil on 3 of 4. ezza on 2 of 4. mirul on 5 of 6. arieff on 3 of 4 & maria on 8 of 8. wow girl, youre gahh! :D and others, we can do it next november, insyaallah amin! oh to ka beelah, congrats on the 2 of 4! you got thru now, its all 5 now cause maths clash. abg najmi, 5 on 5, congrats! and ka yul, youve got november to work on, be steady, wake up ok. we'll help you. :D

and mind change, pictures will not be posted up now. i dont know when ill be posting it cause the software just sucks!

2007-08-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

but there is always so much distance can't but feel it somehow

i like school today. just because i got covered myself. i didnt attend any class and those people who had been making me going insane hating how saint georges goes, i dont see the real them today! well, i saw them for a glance or two but not what they did. theyre grr annoying. im far away from annoyance and irritations today. even if i was mostly alone sitting at a place in the library, i feel peace! so much!
i know this happened since yesterday and tomorrow will be the last day im sitting for exam and im gonna have class next week! i hate it. can i have a personal teaching class? but i need good teachers like teacher latha! i miss her and her way of teaching. it seems like everything she taught us, got into my mind. like seriously, i never fail in her class and im proud for that! and next teacher on the list is teacher koh, my pds maths and science teacher! hes just goood. i know hes kinda "Grrr" but hes goood, i like him. anyway, i finished my paper at 11am and went out for a bit to give the answer sheets. 5 minutes later since i dont feel like doing the summary the classmates doing, i asked teacher if i can have a FEW MINUTES rest in the library and she said ok. so yes, i went to library. get a book and read. my intention at first was to sleep but nah, myself forced me to get a book and read. turns out the book was quite interesting and unfortunately, i cant borrow it since i havent bring the previous one back. so, there in the library i was with zah and muin doing their art exam. krysta and michelle were there too. i slept for a while amid of the reading. :D since, the next classes were geo and maths, i dont bother to go, so, i stay in the library till bell goes and went home! :D

i know the day might not sounds like "you like it, i like it too." but hey, i like it due to reason that i actually hate saint georges. and im so eager to know my june result man, i need to move. like seriously, i really need! or not, few months to go, ill not be saint georgians ANYMORE! i recently am reading krysta's post and what she have let out about school is just totally true! but in my case, i dont know anything about prom but its not like i want to know. i know i may look happy being with them and them and them but inside, god knows! the people, teachers and basically, how everything goes! im not lying, its fact! saint georges is not like the past years saint georgians. luckily, im spending my time with the school just for 3 years but say who, krysta? how many years woman, i know it sucks a lot. we gotta bear with it just for few months, 2 months? wow, thats a hooray!

okay, im done with school matters.

hope is all i want. love comes whenever it may and im moving on, whatever happens, happens. i know good things come to an end. i have all the time in the world to keep on fighting & never let them say anything what i cant do.

this one's inspiring, "a wise man learns from the mistakes of others, an average person learns from his own mistakes and a fool never learns." does it sound like a slap on the face for them? yes, them. you know what im talking, dont you? no? screw you!

roger and out. it feels so weird not knowing how it really feels!

2007-08-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

ive gotta good reason to stay, but ive got a better one to leave.

you know, you think you know someone and then, like all of a sudden, almost out of nowhere, you realize you didnt have a clue. you start to wonder how you ever called this person your friend and what the hell you were thinking. erks!

so, 4 paper straight exam was tiring but twas good skipping classes. :D had both malay & commerce papers. and at the late hours of school time, ezza was sent to library and we actually talk whispering cause im supposed to be quiet since im having an exam. i finished up my papers and didnt went off to give it to tcher but instead found dana was sent there too. its funny when we ended up joking around and sing along together and chatted about boyfriends and girlfriends. its 1225pm by then, we went off to pick our bags and off we went home. we'll be going to ICC on saturday! (: im nt sure if the thing excites me but the day is. it means that, we'll skip classes again. my exam finishes on thursday which next school day, i have to attend class but no, were having a trip! :D well few of us, the irk people. whatever, ive got the cool ones around.

i spent the whole afternoon, baking and cooking and played ddr in between. :D pictures alert!
im off!

ive got list of songs & albums to download. :D
HELLOGOODBYE is hellgood! :D hear them!

more to come. im sorry but blogger is being gay at the moment! grr.

bye. pissed!

at a long break

2007-08-13T19:55:00.000+08:00

zim drives on his own to school now, cool.

starting off, not a good intro though. :D

so yes, you might be saying i finished all my papers but no, i left with 8 papers which are all ready to be written. everyone else are fully relief now but not few us. im left with language papers which in earth i havent got the MOST appropriate answer what to actually revise for it. i know by reading more and practicing more would do but what more? that remains a question for all time all this while in my mind. well, whatever it is, people experienced it. and commerce, ive prepared for it since it had to be today but teacher went off and i was sitting alone waiting for company and finally had one, thanks ats and so, the exam postponed. maths as my last papers which was supposed to be the 3rd start, i totally had practiced and put up all the formula needed in mind, i hope so. :D and so far, ive got no comments on previous papers. i dont wanna prophecies.

ive been craving for foods ever since i went back home from KL. especially buttermilk chicken which i had yesterday and butter nestum too. and today, i craed for butter coconut chic and had it just now at the mall foodcourt. bumped into rif. oh, talking about KL, the 9 days trip was awesome yet tiring and result in a leg minor damage, hahaha (nda jua damage lah!) you gotta understand me. if you dont, screw you. its shopaholic thing, so alert people. i shopped quite alot this time. i broke a promise, eh no, i mean WE, not to shop just to exercise everyday and stay in the hotel but what happened? hahahah. out from room at 11am and went back around 12, say what? thats tiring! nevertheless, its fun and ive got cousins with me especially ka azie & ka erah. :D and pictures of the trip are with both of them. ill post up the link. well ill be posting up some of them later.

school had been notorious. there are UNREASONABLE fights whichs stupid i could say and im not afraid if this is to be read by the fighters, cause you people just ruined the school more. you made it worst. and studies were ignored as if NO big exam to come and the mock are just waste of time for most, grr, i hate it. i cant wait to move. there, i said it. i hate my school! for nearly 3 years being there, the first year was the best year ever and the end year is the worst ever! i swear it is, meant it for school matters. and say, there is going to be a prom night, in november and i dont know anything about it cause im so not interested in it cause i just hate the school and what more for the prom? i might come but nah, you know i cant give the best.

i just got my finger swollen for 2 weeks now. its hurts like hell. argh, dont know whats the cause but it looks like over-cut or something like sting by a bee. grr. gladly, its getting good now. and with that, i hardly write for the exam especially geo which i had to paused then by then. and the medicine made me sleep in every exam, haha. wtf.

so yes, i dont miss family gatherings. and had another memorable night on thursday, 9th Aug with the cousins of dad's side at taman muhibbah, uda's crib. had doa selamat. being vain. the parents went home early whereas for us, we stayed a lil bit longer till nearly 12am, just to play ddr. :D it was so much fun! the next day, had tahlil at nini's in bunut and sleptover at uda's since ka wy's going back to london the next day. spent the night helping ka wy's packing her things. on 11th, the day went to usrah with the cousins somewhere in delima then, had lunch at pondok sari wangi, abg sanol's treat, thanks bang! had ayam penyet and its uhhh, SUPER DUPER HOT but it taste good, i meant the chic. i cant stand having the sambal man! kumi, ka beelah & i baked and cooked. afternoon, cruised with ka azie and night, went airport to goodbye ka wy.

i had not enough sleeps recently and yes, im gonna have one soon. :D tonight? well maybe, its 1115pm now and i usually slept at 2am. yes, its early tonight!

ddr is an addiction now. i love it! pods and reese are awesome, theyre chocs!

result for june os isnt out yet. moe, release it please! rumours everywhere now.

a month to go. it seems just like yesterday we had our raya and now, its ramadhan coming again little time soon. (: and im excited. puase means the next, raya! bajus are on its way and some arent brought to tailors yet, will do this week i think. on the dark side, i had to puasa early for 9 days since i missed those last year. so, i had to pay for it. but whatever, ill give it a knock and be it. happy advance puasa and raya people!

i found this in blogthings and got myself a lil bit of my life that sounds: " You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content. You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is. And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake! "
the last part was quite predictable. hahaha. and this is weird, "anuptaphobia"; fear of staying single. like wth! what if no one wants him or her? find the answer.

song update;
hellogoodbye - baby, its fact.
the kooks - she moves on her own way.
taylor swift - teardrops on my guitar.
kangen band - tentang aku dan dia.

and you gotta hear a friend of mine sings, its lawaaaa especially rehab! well, all lawalah pokoknya. ;p jannah, well done woman, aku sukaaaaa! click here !

a long post it is. picture post of cousins night and day should come tomorrow or next or next day. :D promise but all not to be posted since theres like gazillions of it and ill post some up as promised.

from ka erah;
KL trip - 1st part - click here
KL trip - 2nd part - click here
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from ka azie;
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im gonna hit the sack now comfortably. :D

2007-07-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

im bored of this but nyeh lets make it to what satifying. ;)

thats; im going to be on a proper hiatus from now on till hmm, ill say 13th Aug. :D not to be exact but yeah, more or less. i prophecied its possible to be more but impossible to be less.

my confidence are too high and i just realized that. it scares me like how you wanted to pee in emergency bit. HAHAHA, over. well yeah, im nervous! i dont wanna be down for this but whatever, im trying to struggle with this given torture. amin, i can do it! im keeping myself strong and not just that, time management which im suck at. im a great great procrastinator! that explains.

whatever it is after this, its my decision, my life. but i need thoughts and advices and the bottom line is mine. :D WELL, GOD KNOWS. a better person is all i wish for and everyone does. who doesnt? get a life dear!

oh i got my very own high instinct that this boring blog have a silent daily readers, come out people. im not forcing but yeah, be you. :) I WANTED TO KEEP THIS BLOG PERSONAL BUT ABOVE FEW REQUESTS, I WONT. thank you people. atleast, if you dont wanna tell me, msg me or find a way to tell me that youre the silent reader. haters, lovers, whoever. not begging!

recently, ive been thinking what my guys and girls are soon and myself. i cant wait for the gathering but "yaww rasssh, you people havent even been seperated.". you knowww, this feeling. when we'll be saying, "i miss you and bila jalan? its been ?????? years we through this and that...." all those moment, ups and downs. pretty boys and girls, i care for you ever and anon. :D especially the TCG? heh ;?
baz, teeqs, dil, luque, nash, madd, zul & ryff. and others may include, the bestfriends; zal, nana & lating. the crazy girls includes the headgirl. yes, basically, all the friends.

its long heh? :D oh well, im gonna continue with my sacrification of burdensome juncture. its a no choice, i take it as a conclusion of face off.

till then, ill be back!

2007-07-18T13:28:00.000+08:00

just because i liked you back then, it doesnt mean i like you now. without me you know youre lost. minus you, im better off. dont let yourself hold onto life's hardest part. uour problem's not for lack of trying cause you do, its just that youre at your best when youre lying. standing beside me now, saying things that you think i wanted to hear but no, you got it all wrong, ive already moved on. on the topic of the time we spent together i cant say i never wonder if you ever think about those days. such beautiful memories we said. for now, dont broke cause youre not just the one this heart ever felt.

im complaining, after probs which is way effortless, came basic vects which is a baby headache and no, its not dominant cause ive got self-revision going on in mind for that. catching up is more or less bluffer than having assignments. i hate it! above all, its because i still didnt get to finish the super dramatic novel. grrrr! :') NUFF SAID. exaggerating.

school was so-so today 'cause the funs are kept with baz and i made luque, rave and nash mentallll. :D baieeee.

enjoy, the 7th episode. :D this sunday still rocks!

2007-07-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

you cant see me in school today, can you?
analysis; feeling cold since last night. still feel bad by the morning.
cause(might be); sleeping late at nights.

i care that i miss bio and account today but not language and commerce.

something appealing;

10 things why i hate friendster
http://blog.alvinchong.net/2007/02/27/182/

its a scream;

A love letter:

Dear John,
I want a man who knows what love is all about.
You are generous, kind, thoughtful.
People who are not like you admit to being useless and inferior.
You have ruined me for other men.
I yearn for you.
I have no feelings whatsoever when we’re apart.
I can be forever happy - will you let me be yours?

Gloria

A hate letter?:

Dear John,
I want a man who knows what love is.
All about you are generous, kind, thoughtful people, who are not like you.
Admit to being useless and inferior.
You have ruined me.
For other men, I yearn.
For you, I have no feelings whatsoever.
When we’re apart, I can be forever happy.
Will you let me be?

Yours,
Gloria

HAHAHAHA.

this one is palui;
husband & wife writings
http://www.netfunny.com/rhf/jokes/92q4/loveletters.html

ps. i came up with these pieces due to a friend palui-ness. sorry. HAHAH. siapa terasa?

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND, UMI KHAIRIAH.

:D old pds mate!

now, change the "shid" to "umi" and "12" to"16". you people and the boss; umi made this!

hahaha mi, i stole it on purpose! ;p the caption said "a fifteen year old girl" and now, is there a difference? YOU'RE 16 MI! :D i love youu kawan.

2007-07-16T09:22:00.000+08:00

i talk about you like you put the stars in the sky. ~~(25, was)~~

i could care less whenever i know its going to be worthless. well, unworth it. apologize all you want but dear, you deserve it now. im no one to fool, i can stand on my own. thank you! see, im not rude, im trying to explain the situation. you told me this destiny we're into, was the biggest part of your life or its still is and sorry, in me, its the smallest or never again and that clarify why i care less. thought, its long ago we've ended it but huhhh, you came up telling me those so-called truth. whatever, we made it set right last night and hope you'll accept the fact, dear. please, we be us naturally are. :')

life is just tough at the moment. all i can say. but thank god, im coping with everything, alhamdulillah. exam is just around the corner, qualifyings. im so in need of wanting the june result to be out. exam exam exam. im justttttt uh, cant wait to end everythinggg. what keeps me alive is, the novel im reading, "paralysed". its so gooooood! ive got things going on and im not gonna tell what.

oh, i met lily yesterday! :D

-ceased.

2007-07-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

"its not funny!"

this is so cute!

and wth, another wannabe.

the clips are brilliant! seriously. WHATEVER.

2007-07-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

it wasnt a nerve-wrecking for me unlike most of you. my one and only thought of the movie is; twas just another movie, no say. (: bottom line, im weird! complain people, end. oh, im talking about "harry potter and the order of phoenix". got a problem, buzz me.

presently, i bet the bed having a devoir. most likely, i look dull. so, i need to be charged on it and make tomorrow be a new fresh day and certainly, ill end up with the dull glimpse again.

....bow

2007-07-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

nothing. its just nothing. we're invisible in this world and im on my own. so much thanks people giving me hopes and let me move on. im gooood. wish next, it will not disappoint instead it'll be the bestest and so on it will be good. we hope for every good things. & i feel satisfaction(happiness) in future life is coming near. whatever it takes, no matter what, ill go through the ups and downs to come. i stand still for the hopes and goals. im strong, i can. (:

ps. luque made me feel those. :D iloveyou man!
ps. sherry ashworth's novel titled "paralysed" is awesome. i like it!

2007-07-11T18:18:00.001+08:00

first you say you won't then you say you will.

whatever, moving on.

2007-07-10T13:31:00.001+08:00

see, im lost with the blogging world.

whatever, im still here people, wholly alive! :D wth am i talking about.

let me be random, nothing is dissent to share to the whole wide world in this mighty blog. again, im saying, wth! nevertheless, ive been all good this time.

and i made a decision and i concern its gonna work this time. here it goes, my results arent satisfying and so, i need to be internetless or more, computerless. well, i cant live with that line. lets say, just a little time for internet & computer. so, i wont be active in blogging. (:

but dont forget me okai, ill get it update as far as i can anyway.

i need to concentrate in my academic work again, more. preparing for the upcoming qualifyings which i dont know ill be attending or not, might be not cause ill be in KL but whatever, even if im going to transfer anywhere, ill still be sitting for october and november olevel, im not gonna miss it. i will sit for it. not an "X" in the files. less than 3 months, orals will start to be conduct. the written papers for me will start on 22nd Oct and ends on 19th Nov. its not a longgggg period of time! 22nd oct! no, i without doubt surely know its not a long way to go. so yeah, thats just what i can say.

so, let me be off now. :D

ps. happy belated birthday to ka nisa 8/7 & dan 9/7. and advance to ka qilah 11/7, na 13/7, liyana zak. 15/7, umi khairiah 17/7, wanna & manih(aunt) 20/7, dibsy(dibah) 21/7, ainul 23/7, luque 26/7, emers(emah) 29/7. okay thats it, did i miss anyone? i might do. im sorry for that! wowwww, thats plentiful of them. july is the month! oh and i missed a person, HIS MAJESTY, on the 15th. :D HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO JULY-IANS. ;p

2007-07-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

from krysta. :D

5 THINGS FOUND IN MY BAG
- perfume
- wallet
- sweets
- phone
- tissue

5 THINGS FOUND IN MY WALLET
- money
- privilege cards
- ic
- receipts
- silly notes

5 FAVOURITE THING IN MY ROOM
- laptop
- bed
- own pillow. ;p
- own fleece.
- switches! serious.

5 THINGS IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO
- being on an awesome job interview
- icant think of anything. HAHAHHAHAAH

5 THINGS IM CURRENTLY INTO
- my w880i
- novel, 'paralysed'.
- laptop
- nike things
- perfumes

5 PEOPLE IM GOING TO TAG
- iman
- krys, i did.
- dalila
- fzah
- nads

:D

2007-07-06T01:13:00.000+08:00

well, today was alright. just like any other day. :D

got myself a new pair of kain from firoz after having dinner alone with the parents at lamee.

school was back to normal today. the laughters and all. indeed, we laughed so much harder than before that are me, baz, fatin and damia. had more classes going on and they didnt turn bad at all. twas all good. went to parish hall for the maths quiz and yes, blue house(thats my house) sucks, we lost against the green. :D i didnt even bother to go for the final round. played, hand slap with baz all the way, hahha, this was fun! my hand was more blushing than baz means that im slapped more than her. ;p fatin joined a bit while in recess time. :D we laughed pasal a teacher, astaghafirullah damiaaa. :D hahahhaha *adeyh, eh eh, deh* HAHAHAHHA

afternoon, being infront of the pc for a bit while and slept till 5pm. went for aerobic. then, joined manih, ka azie and adeq for lamee. went around~ kampong, changed car and home. was online for a while. jalan, picked babu, went to stadium restaurant for dinner and met relative, im not sure their names but i know them like hahahah. :D you knowww. after dinner, babu was with the aunt and dad was with the uncle, they were chatting all the way, lamaaaaa lagi tu menunggu. their son, im not sure jua siapa namanya talked to me, thanks for that cousin. :D well, he's much older than me, alevel in MS. whoaaa. and his little brother and sister were super duper hyper! HAHAHHAHAHA.

home, dropped eboy and boboy. its 1030pm that time. since theres crazy sale in nazmi textile mall serusop, we decided to go there lah. mum, dad and me. in the end, bhuur tagged along. :D thought it wasnt gonna be ramai but wth, im wrong, ramai juaaaa! so, shopped for some laces and bought a new perfume! escada signature. met udas, naj & ka nisa, some aunts, some uncles, blaaa blaaa. it was funnn jua. :D

now, home sweet home. grr, im having class tmrw, sheesh. and i havent sleep, its 131am now. recently, i managed to sleep earlier than before or atleast around 12am. but today, nyeh!

ok, im gonna continue on reading my novel, "paralysed". and im soo soo loving my w880i! HAHHAHAAH

ps. WE MISS NABIL. :(

2007-07-04T14:30:00.000+08:00

finally, i know im late. Md Nabil Syafiq bin Hj Ibrahim was found yesterday at Tutong beach. Numb body, he died. :'( Nabil, if ever i did, forgive all my wrong doings, minor and major hurt feelings and if ever you felt offended, FORGIVE ME/US and we, all the St.Georgians, let go everything for what you did wrong or anything. we love you and definitely miss you! :'( youve been one of eyecandy and yes, all that left as a memory. eyecandy ok people, nothing else. hes my junior and i pay all the respect to him and to anyone. may nabil rest in peace. amin, al-fatihah.

so today morning, we had general assembly telling about the late Nabil. we cried. well, i forced myself not to but ah, i cant help it. i feel what they feel. thank god, i mnaged to not burst out much. so yeah. *tears drop* :(

ok, this week we havent touch the book much. we had science project display today by the form 4a & b and 5b. and our class, nyeh, lazy to make one. so, i basically spent the whole day in the hall helping others and went around to have a try on every project. :D it was funnnn and for me the best was hafiz & mirul's work. though, its common. the others did had their geo and english class but some us skipped that includes me. :D and the slime work by jas group was eewy but coooool. of all, it was tiring, going here and there without sitting nor resting.

yesterday, had a talk from Dr. Ee Ah Meng, Ph.D. motivational talk which i find funn and interestinggg all the way especially khairul & veronica thingggg. ;p and the push up challenge. it was funn. had a bit bio class and again went to hall for maths booths. :D and played some games, fun unfortunately, the time was too packed. grrr, i want more. the evening, had facial appointment and went aerobic(hilo/bodyjam) class.

sorry for lack of updates, ive been doing many things and read novel. :D PICTURES? gahh. nanti sajaaa~

2007-07-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

finally, another wishlist cancelled. :D ive got my new w880i just now.

yesterday, woke up at 630 when the night i was sleeping at 3, went to the B.I.A family fun day at Jerudong Park asnt fun. IT WAS FUN. had the boat ride and the merry go round ride for free. :D and we, the kids, were given free popcorn and ice creams! theres bouncer and blaaaa blaaaa. met few friends, that is the parent's friend's daughters/sons. i met wardah and her friends, nina, zul, the twin 'rah', khalix and few others i cant remember. they were telematches. :D and the foooooods, nyummy. :D from empire hotel. dad picked us up around 10a.m and off we went to miri. :D it was boring anyway. i got myself a hot pink fleece blanket and my w550i phone was traded in with money. :( and so, im left with using dad's nokia N95 but nyeh, ive new phone now. :DDDDD safely home at around 1030p.m.

today, school was okay. we didnt study much nway. assembly in the morn. had 15 minutes of geo only cause after that we were having a talk from RIPAS health centre about 'kidney failure'. i'd say the talk was okay just that the students were noisy so some of the points werent that clear. well, thats only the form 4 & 5 sciences and arts. the talk was about 45 minutes and we left for classes. had commerce till break, not long though. recess, spent the time with baz, dil, teeqs, damia & fatin. fatin looked so down and gt to knw why. bad news, theres this 3 relatives were drowned ysterday right, in tungku beach? yes, the youngest guy is a st georgians! huhh. sad to knowww. the other 2 was found dead and himself, Md Nabil Syafiq of Form 1A SGS, havent been found but i dont know whats the news now. Hopefully, hes found. AMIN. al-fatihah.

after recess, had muslim gathering and read the yassin and doa. after that, we should be having malay class after spending the gathering moment in parish hall and again, teacher asked us to go parish hall again cause theres a talk! huh! talk again. heard theres gonna be another one tomorrow. well, the talk just now was from republic polytechnic of singapore, its kinda univrsity. the place is cooooool man as ive seen from the slideshow and video that they presented us.

afternooon, stayed home. and chatted to ka azie about her first day in MTSSR. :D congrats ka! well, sheshappy with it so why shouldnt i? :) i was about to go for aerobic(hilo) class but nyeh, no one to send me. since ka azie and ka erah were about to go for a jog at tasek, adeq & i followed, they picked us up around 5. :D from tasek, went to JKR field, and watched the cousins played football. :D lost big if im not mistaken! HAHAHA but theyve got team spirit. went home around 645p.m and got showered. prayed and off to aerobic with babu. then ayah called to go wywy in lambak and got the new phone and dine in wywy restaurant behind it. had cream of mushroom that was superb but i didnt get to finish since i wasnt that hungry. :D

now, home sweet home!

sorry, i dont have pictures and that makes the blog dull. no, TOO DULL.

offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff i go, sleep.

2007-07-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

today, i mean saturday or should i say yesterday cause its past 12 now. hmm, whatever. it was an exhausting day yet fun! :D first thing first, i woke up at 6 and went the parent's room and asked for a permission and you know what. i dont go to school cause i wanted to join and attend the aerobic(hilo) class in the morning, 830. so, i did with babu. :D after that, was about to go dst but wth, theres a long queue so we left and went to hua ho mall since babu wanted to go to standard chartered but again, long queue. so, we shopped. :D babu bought bonia's sandal and i fitted mine in, its a yayy :D and a simple slipper. (: tried to find the school shoes but nyeh, bidaaa. i wanted to buy this B.U.M jean costs about $59.90 kali but then babu refused me to cause i just bought a new one last sunday.eeeeeeeeeeee, tpi its coool bah. and this, 3/4 goggles army jeans, i want but babu said inda lawaaaa, i havent got one of that type maaa. HAHAHA. whatever, i ended up buying 2 facial sponge, haha am i being desperate? think so.HAHAHA. bhuur was sent there since we planned to go somewhere for lunch and shes left home alone. went to sports section, and i got myself nothing though i was about to buy nike pants and yoga mat cause i wanted to see whats there in yayasan hua ho sports centre. so yeah. and babu bought herself a pair of sock, 2 drifit pants and 2 drifit shirt, guess, its all from adidas! HAHAHA. then, went to pick adeq up from school. ezza, pam & mirul tagur-ed realizing i wasnt in school today rupanya. :D skali, we picked ayah next and lead our way to have lunch at hong kong dimsum foodzone at yayasan. dropped ayah back to his office and back to yayasan again. went to sportscenter and finally bought myself a drifit 3/4 pant from nike. the black one i wanted nada tia size nya di sana! grrr. but whatever! from there, went to aerobic(steps) class. then, accompanied babu went to the sibs ugama school to pick their reports up. got a call from kaka erah, jogging di tasek, so, we went. eboy & bhuur tagged along. :D ngalih juaaa eh! ;p went back home, got showered cause i havent got it since morning, ewwww, HAHAHA. family pray and off gadong to have dinner, at wecan restaurant. :D finally, went back home sweet bed, gahhhh. now, just had my hair dyed! and i think the colour's crap. what i mean is bright cause i havent washed it, im going to after this. :D

PS. thanks nash for being caring. i love you.

2007-06-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

(: expect that nearly all the classmates would be going to UBD this evening but turned out, only 14 students did which there only 4 girls. like wth?! isnt this an opportunity mates?!!!! rugiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii banar! you people might thought, "uh science? bio? chem? phy? ah, its boringgg. thats just gonna waste our time so much!" and i say, "oh come one guys! you might thought that is. but wth, its fun! unexpected fun. :D RUGI KAN?".

since teacher had already rent a big bas, which was supposed be for 40+ passengers, we've got freedom! ezza, me and baz ran into the bus awal cause we gonna take the last back seats which is five in a row. skali, madd and nash sasak they want it too. we refused to give them the 2 seats left. nda dorang peduli... gah, dudukkan saja tia eh. HAHAHA. ended up the last row were all occupied. eish! front seats banyak empty bah! ;p and it was lame that the guys repeated the old song, "tragedi oktober" by awie like 4/5 times and that goes the same on the way back to school. HAHA. but anyway, i find the song nice though! HAHAHA. nash kept on staring each of the girls except rosalind. skalinya, we burst out laughing whenever seeing his face being serious at us. twas fun day, i bet. had lunch with ezza, baz, mirul, nash and rieff. :D i likeeeeeeeeeeeeee mirul's new spec, its maroon and apple! :D CUTEEE MAN.

there, at UBD, the booths are siuk2! with games, quizes, tryouts practicals. siuuuukkkk lah. we wanted to have some more time but nyeh, we had to go. :D

few pictures will be posted. :D the others are from school camera with neil, i dont know how am i suppose to get those, oh whatever. oh, this morning we as in all the students, had to sign the big banner something about the smoke-free area and something to do with the tabacco bla blaaa. so, we're the first class to signed it and i signed it at the top of the banner. :D lets see if i can get the shot if its still gonna be shown to us on saturday or anytime soon.

okai, im gonna go now.

ps. my legs hurt as hell. 3 days straight now, it had been twisted saja. :'( and now i was supposed to go to either berakas or mabohai functions but then, i didnt. since im lazy and this legs! grrr. sorry ka beelah! :D

six shots. :D

i like thiss picture, down. :D good photographer? ahah, you wish rash!

eh, i see madd back there!

cool, telescoping.

you can see nash's side, bald now. only the sides are bald! ;p macho man, antam tiaaa. ezza being emo? ;p madd? busy with his phone all the way! grrrr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZZUL & BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KIL (siuk birthday gift mu! you gt to see him! HAHAHA, coincidence lagi tu! eishhh, suprise. ;p)!

2007-06-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

i didnt know that its gonna disappoint much. i gotta work hard again or am i just too confident? and i tend generalized answers on my own, oh my bad.

school was okay today. its quite dull anyway. :/

yes, tomorrow gonna be tiring. normal school hours and we have to stayback since theres gonna be a trip to UBD. hmmm~

i dont see excitement in blogging anymore, its fading. :S SHEEESH!

im off now, watching devil wears prada.

i hardly sleep early now. schooldays, slept a 3am for the past 3 days and up at 530am-6am. ah god, its hectic. but i dont feel sleepy at all except yesterday! now, its 11pm and im gonna force myself sleep as early as possible, before 3am.

BYE!

2007-06-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

school today was moreover okay. but wth, i was extremely sleepy. morning, came wee bit early and talked to ezza and kil. little time soon, baz came and gave me a small gift. somewhere from teeq's mum old things. :D its cute, thanks aunt. im just lazy to take a shot of it, or basically, any shot. hehe sorry. we had assembly and it took a period i think to finish. the advantage is we gotta skip a period of english and the disadvantage is we stand for too long but overall the assembly was okay. then, discussed the english exam paper 2. we dont really know how much we got but i was just not that sleepy yet. for poa, was super nervous together with baz and luque. im too disappointed with my result. i used to score like 60+ for paper 2 and now, ive got just a pass, 50. i passed but hey, its still disappointing. t.apiza told me that my marks are decreasing and shes saying not just her realized it, other teachers too. and im in :S. recess, spent it with dil, baz & fatin. :) bio, had our normal lesson and i was okay for few minutes and lapas tu, kapush, extremely sleepy. i dont even copy the notes, malas brabis. when the teacher pass by, hide it. (: t.priya told us that we're gonna have a trip to UBD this thursday and its gonna be in the afternoon meaning to say that we have to stayback since the we're gonna depart at 1.30pm. i think im gonna come, cause that might cherish my afternoon a bit. theres gonna be a science and technology exhibition or something like that. whatever. and ive got 23 of 34 for bio csci section, quite good. btw, i hate my guys eh ;D, cause madd, nash, luque and rieff beat me in poa paper 1 and i beat nash in paper 2 and not others but i dont know arieff's, sasak ku dorang aniiii! and i beat teeqs in both papers! shes not back yet, tmrw she will. since i was too sleepy and in coincidence, next period was commerce and yayy, i could rest the whole 2 periods. though we were having normal lessons, twas normal. :D i lay down and snooze a bit. teacher wont say a word about it anyway although im infront. (: had a question to be answered and twas super easy. :9

home; had lunch and had an SO UNCOMFORTABLE sleep till 5pm. then, went downstair to exercise using the treadmill but since the brothers and sister were watching the old malay funny gray-coloured movie, which is titled "nasib labu labi", i joined them and fell asleep on the sofa. went up to watch a dvd but then again, i fell asleep lagi till 745pm. woke up and watched the dvd, "just friends" . i slept much but wasnt satisfying. 830pm, went gadong to have dinner at jaya hypermart food court. :D had big papa's stuffed chic with chips, nyummy & abc. shopped a bit for groceries after that. went to the jaya shoe fair and was about to buy a pair of new school black shoe but then, what i want, size nya finish stock lah and wasnt available, sasak ku. i need a new one. i bought the current one last march i think, but nyeh, it isnt good enough iatah rosak. or im ganas using it? HAHAH. slalunya inda juaaa. now, im home. :D

im so gonna go to school tomorrow cause i really wanna know my irk marks cause im so sure that only that subject satisfy my marks although i dont like the subject. :D but i tend to get high marks. geo, eng and maths papers coming too i think. :S

PS. nash had a new trojan hairdo cut and the sides are shaved somekind like a road map. HAHAH. bida wah nash! macam punk tia pulanggg. ewww. but arieff's one is coooooool, trojan hairdo and the sides shaved "10" , i likeeeee but unfortunately, its against school hair style rules, they were asked to make it normal, kesiannnnn. nash, you better change it! but riefffffff, i like yours! what to do~

HAHAHA, im not creative!im just sketching how the guys hair was.

OFF.

2007-06-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

i ended up going to school today. forced myself to sleep and finally did at 330am and automatically up by 530am. shit, its still 530am man, i dont wanna go even if in normal school days, i was up at 610am but i dont fchking know why today, it happen to be dissent. i myself thought, okai, ill continue sleep but the body wakes! straight away went to shower, lol. HAHAHA. its weird you know. at 550am, i was fully ready to go except tudong. then, again i said to myself, i should get my body rest on that bed for a lil bit but wth, i went downstair and made toasts for the siblings breakfast and also fill in the 2 younger brother and a baby sister school recess box. :D rajin ku~ i even woke the sibs all up at arnd 625am at their respective rooms. gila, im weird today morning. ive got maid but uhh, i dont know, i tend to do it all myself. by 640am, im done with kitchen and let all have their breakfast and off we go at 650am. dropped boboy & eboy off at jigsaw arnd 655am and us, arrived at school around 705am. :D its normal time anyway.

had a morning chit chat with baz, dil & luque. :) it was cold like god, too cold. i was shivering all the way. i brought my jacket but lazy to use it at first, and let myself shake. :D before, i was placing my bag on my place in the class, and greeted si rave as in big and loud greet whose sitting right infront of me with music on his ears. HAHAHA. "hey! hey! welcome back." blaaaaa! i miss him you know, so much, i cant deny. seriously. he made my day in class other than baz. hes funny and oh, whatever. hes the romnel(rave)~ ;p i went out again to chit chat.

registration class started when the bell rang, and that we had national anthem and prayer. after that, mr.loo went in and told us that we're having educational talk at 8 till 12 and everyone was like, "UHHHH. WHAT?????!!!! 8 TO 12???!! 4 HOURS talk?????!!!" hahah. t.sinta came in to discuss about the exam geo papers but we told her that we're having talk and should be ready before 8. she sighs! hahaha. the class was noisy. though, we had good laugh as in rave, dana, me, baz and teacher herself cause she was distracted by the noise and tried to calm everything but never you know, she never success calming the back people. and rave irritated her. HAHAHA. whose got the mood to study anyway? oh, shes saying that nearly all the student fail the subject. NO OFFENCE. IT WASNT A SURPRISE FOR US. knowing the talk will be in class not in parish hall, we sighed. boring jua tu, we want it to be in hall. whatever.

the first talk but mrs. lim pang ting was quiet unclear but effective a bit since she didnt talk clearly due to the speed she talk which is fast and low pronounciation, uh what? im criticising speaker! lol. im easily attracted with those things, what are we gonna do after olevel, doing diplomas? foundations? alevel?. its a good way to go and have a say there at l&p centre. oh before that, all this talk are from malaysia. the second talk was from UCSI, its a unversities. its kinda cool you know she said, eh no, its not the first mrs i was talking about, its another woman, that the whole campus got a hotspot. we can go online anywhere there, its a big place from what i have seen from their shown video clips and few slideshow pictures. in addition, the cost arent that expensive nor cheap, its affordable lah. and the third talk was the best educational talk i ever had, by a guy who works in the KDU college which i have no idea where but its still in malaysia. he talks non-stop and the points are all effective. i wanna be like him, speaking fluently i mean. :) gooood~ the rest seems to be quite not interested but cheh, i dont know why i actually like those talk and seems to listen every points. HAHA. its fun you know, knowing that youve got many choice. the talk ended up at around 1030am.

after that, we're asked to proceed to parish hall for their booths and other colleges/universities too which is again, all in malaysia, east and west. before that, we had our break for 15 minutes. went around the hall, and picked all the brochures that meant for business and accounting. :D thats what im interested in at most. and we as in baz and i tend, to follow where muiz and farasul go cause we dont wanna be alone and gave small talk, sheeesh. ahah, for that, pamela and jong followed me. ;p we're scaredy cat, no lah. we're just quite blank if we're given talk, cause we're not good in talking. muiz and farasul went away somewhere and we followed ezza(headgirl) and the gang. HAHA. in the mid, i break to go to chinese girls group where they were in metropolitan college. its mainly for business so, im strongly interested and gave up my contact. :D oh well, i nearly fill up all the booth's form so they can send me updates and blaaa. :D whatever, im sucha good girl. ;p and i got back with baz and met up with my guys(nash, madd, luque, arieff and zul). continue to go around and finish all the booths a visit not to break their hearts. HAHA. arnd 1115am dil, baz, luque & i chit chat and everyone was out, few students left, the geniuses to be exact.

and us four, ended up dont wanna go to class since we know its boring. went to the corner and yes, we chit chat again. it was fun, having luque to laugh for something funny, duh! chatted about life in KL, times we were there, Singapore, ahhhhh! shopping. SHEEESH. and dil said, "bah kamu. sunway university college ah!" "bah" "bah" "bah" hahhahaah, browse through the brochure and have a look, shopping mall sini which is sunway pyramid, that is superb huge! then theme park lagi disini, "siuk ni yang ani...(referring to the long water slide!) yang atu juaa. aku pernah, aku pernah.". again here, its sunway resort hotel, luque said, "siuk hotel nya ahhh. aku tinggal sini kali ahh last 2 weeks ah." baieeee jua tu kami atu, bukan plang pasal college. AHAHAHAHHA. then, had random jokes. laughed our ass off. nash, madd, rieff & zul joined in. :D and had jokes juaaaa. dil have it all. oh, we were laughing loudly while the booths people are still there sitting waiting for few left geniuses to go to their place. at 1150, the booths are getting closed and we still laughed our ass off let the people see us. HAHAHA. whatever! at 12pm, went out finally and went to canteen with baz, dil, luque, nash and rieff. continued our laughs while waiting for dil and luque's mashed potatoes. got sit, turned the music out loud, letting the crowd stared at us 5, laughing and chatting blaa blaaa. 1225pm, went to class to take our things knowing that teacher wasnt in class, thats why we lepaked at canteen, only us. others were in class. 1230pm, bell rings, went home, dad picked up.

home, had lunch and was full cause we've got lots of menu today. ;p went up to settle things up, got changed and watched the drama series but ended up sleeping at 2 and woke up at 415pm cause got a call from babu & bhuur's bising. started typing this post at 425 and see now, its 550pm, i took about nealy one and a half hour. HAHAHA. cacatttt. knowing that itd be useless, yes.

the jokes,
1) dil: question - adakan 3 ekor buaya ani and kerbau/lembu(i dont remember, the sentences are not same as what dil have said anyway, i typed what i remember.), skali buaya ani went across the river skali dick nya kana makan oleh lembu/kerbau ani, mati and that goes the same for the second crocodile. as for third crocodile, ya went across, nothing happened! and so, why?

answer - (everyone was trying luck but no ones right!) hahaha, pasal ia backstroking. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. get me?

2) dil: seekor samut buta ani wah mau jumpa gajah, skali ada tia gajah tapi ia nmpak. samut asked,"gajah, gajah, banarkah kau ani gajah?". gajah replied,"cium dulu jubur ku!" samut did it and bah bah, banar kau ani gajah, hahaha! and goes, ambuk, "ambuk, ambuk, banarkah kau ani ambuk?" ambuk replied, "cium dulu jubur ku!" and yes, the samut did it too. then, dil said theres a catlong and madd straight away go, "apa catlong ani?" dil replied,"cium dulu juburku!" and everyone burst out laughing! and the funny thing was madd didnt understand! babal th banar. AHHAHA, do you? :DDDD

3) rieff: question - ada mama babi ani wah dengan anaknya. masa bejalan, mamanya bejalan kepala biasa tapi anaknya kepalanya tunduk, whyyy?

answer - (everyone tried their luck again but no ones right. nash knew it so he keep it shut.) pasalnya ia malu mamanya babi! HAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. talor, ia sama jua nya babi anaknya ah. LOL.

theres more but i dont quite remember. HAHAHAHA. i end it up here. oh, i received msgs from nina bawaing me to the jis induction program, but im not sure if im coming. im not confirmed jua kan to go jis, hopefully i do good in the exams. and the dad was saying that i actually can go overseas after this cause the parents can already apply subsidy for me, and i just knew it. but the thing is i have no one to be with but though, theyre still encouraging me to go for the jis alevel course after the results are out somewhere in mid july i think. :S but im still on with the october and november exam. :9 and if pun, im going overseas, ive got some major weakness, family leave. in addition, im still 15 and if im going pun, im still gonna be 16. :S thats young! im not independent enough, im still a kid. :D

now, its 610pm, and i finally spent one and 3 quarter hours to finish this all up. im done, with this, i rest my case. hahahhahah. lawing. so, basically, today is full of laughters.

<3

ps. i didnt know maria back to phils already. to mar, if youre reading this, im so gonna miss you loveeeeee. and goodluck with canada next year. :D i gotta be proud of you since youre a genius.

2007-06-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

oh god, 2 weeks is over now. tomorrow 3rd term starts, how sad. org blajar overseas baru kn holiday balik brunei, ani kami baru th kan skulahhhh. eeeee, banartah! who is to be blame? *points* ;p but im planning not to go tomorrow since its the first day(i know what you people are thinking), though ive been unofficially having holiday for 3 weeks straight, long much? i dont think so. inda kebelasan(?) wah cuti cani anii.. cuba liat org brunei yang blajar di west masane, bukan lagi 2 minggu cuti ah, 3 BULAN WAH! jgnth kn 2 minggu org lain, aku saja 3 minggu ah, nda mmbagi chance ehhhh. okay, enough! im exaggerating too much! :D i knowwwwwwwwwwww. i made excuses tadi when we were in hua ho by saying;

* "eh, masak ku esk eh tengahari!" - this means so, i have to be at home before everyone's home for lunch. HAHAHA.

* "nah, kamu aniii, kul 10 sudah kah? balum th tutup kadai aniii? nah cemanath ni, aku ani tadi planning kan tdur awal pasal esk skulah. mun cemani ani, *giggles* nda th dpat skulh ni pasal nda tbngun awal" - hahaha, alasan th jua banar. ka erah ketawa th gnya. babu was like, "ehh" means nothing jua kan tu? ;p skali setaie lagi tu aku ah kn tdur awal, tdur ahir sama jua nya! woooooo.

* "bah babu, dye kn krg rambut ah balik rumah ah." - means, kalau dye, ahir tdur. HAHAHAH and it goes the same for the same reason.

* "esk skulah gnya exam paper kana bagi niiii." - sounds malas jua tu! ahhahaha.

whatever, the list can go on actually tapi gnya ngalih ku menaip. ;p alasan th jua banar aku ah! but anyway, lets see tomorrow, depends on my mood. :D

i had my haircut at last, but not really. it wasnt a hair cut. it was trimming. but it looks like im having hair cut, oo whatever it is. i feel good now. ahahhah. today went to wywy at lambak to survey the phone im getting little time soon, :D. parents thinking that, they should just buy me di miri, so yeah, we'll be going miri next week, insyaallah. w880i or p990i? which? :S

these two days, we had family evenings at my house. mini football match for the boys and girls, entah. HAHA. had dinner together. :D watched movies. bla blaaa. good laughs!

im off now. :D

oh, the 6th epi.

comment; funny. :D but i still prefer the 4th epi. :D ITS THE BEST.

PS. lawa kan the background song? :D
PS. sorry for making the blog's bit dull. lack of pictures wh.

2007-06-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

lets reminisce:

wednesday & thursday, 20th & 21st;

spent the whole day at home watching korea drama series, "a prince turn into frog" but went out at arnd 3 aerobic and home back. night, since i promised to sleepover at lambak, bungsu picked me up at home with ka qilah, afiq, aji and iqah(?). went to hospital to fetch the masin twins and dropped them off their home, masin. its a long way, dark lagi tu :S and its raining heavily. grrrr. then, went to rimba i dont know whose there but its bungsu's sibs apartment, to take some goodies. at last, lambak. :D chit chatted with the cousins a bit and bungsu. after, left alone with ka qilah and we watched "soul plane", that movie is freaking hilarious! HAHA. i couldnt even stop laughing my ass off in the dark. HAHA. at 1am, watched my drama series using lappy and slept around 4am. at 8, the baby twins were making too much noise and im annoyed. pagi2 buta masih bising ah, banartah. continued sleeping and finally awake at 1230pm, watched the series again till 1 and got up to shower and next, had lunch. afternoon, watched indon movie from prabola(?). at 4, went outside, played ball with twin adeq and god man, mengalih melayan ia ah. again. and ended up playing with the water splash. i didnt get that wet though, cause i didnt want to. was picked by the driver and back home. the night; went to jerudong park with the family. not much games were opened, as always recently. i refused to go at first but since no one to accompany me at home and i thought, it might be fun if i joined. so, i did. all i had was adult bumper car ride for 3 times, thats it! and guess what, wazien accidentally bumped me! HAHA, mcm kana throw aku ah when i was being crashed. (: heh, finally, i met one of my dearest ex jigsaw buddy. :D back in primary, oh good memories! (: at 1130pm, had lunch at the food stall area. back home at 1. asleep by 530am since i was busy chatting to yasry & idah while watching the drama series. :)

today, was supposed to go iqra cause i miss 4 exam papers but i refused to go, again. :D haha. and simply spent the day watching series and online. went aerobic at 4 and back at 630 cause we did sauna for 30 minutes. :) fresh!

and now, i just had my dinner outside with family. home sweet home, gonna continue with the series little time soon. :)

PS. palui drama nya ani. making me nerve wrecking! grrrr. HAHAH. addicted banar jua sudah tu. ooo whatever. ive got 8 cds to finish the whole story. but ive got lots of dvds i havent watch and im gonna watch O.C season 1 again while the season 3 and 4 are now still downloading and ive got F.R.I.E.N.D.S season 9 to watch. :D banyakkkkkkkkk! i likeeeee. ;p

PS. 2 days till school reopens! good thing? bad thing? think, its BAD. indeed, TOO BAD. hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahhahahahahahahahahaha.

leave with pictures.

........... nyeh, next time, blogger's picture uploader being so gay now. sorry! eh, dapat but few saja, whatever! grrrr.

memories.

2007-06-20T18:27:00.000+08:00

this thought had been playing on my mind since last i met nana thats on tuesday, 12th june and this thought is meeting her again, making me miss all the other buddies i have back in 2004 when i was nana's classmate and bestmate. :D and others too. 2004 form 2b of pds secondary school's the best class i ever had in my entire life so far, i miss you people :(. i wanna list all their names but then uh, i know its dumb but you know who you people are and for my 2004's birthday i appreciate and still remember what you people did and also to the form 2a girls; the so-called boss, umi khairiah. :D i love you people, hoping to meet you people soon!

2007-06-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, NEW LAYOUT. haha, i know, the OLD ONE but whatever, its still good looking yes? :D

off, dvd waiting.

multi-tasking.

2007-06-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

theres actually so much to tell but what the hell, i dont know where to start and the end is gonna remain unanswered anyway. so, i better not. :D of all, im me, i cant say im too happy neither too sad. average, im just living the life.

oh, last week i was out every single day and this week, i dont feel like going out much, im tired of those place to go out, you know where. theres no other place to go, anyway. so, i think im better at home being infront of the laptop all the time watching dvds, thats it with ice milo. :) waking up at 9am and doze off at 3pm 5pm? oh, i dont feel tired at all. but i know, when its time to go to school, gahhh! :D

im thinking of having new layout, im searching for a good simple one now.

at the same time now, im blogging as you know, im searching for new layouts, chatting with fatt, duan and madd, comparing the phones im getting and watching dvd. gosh, im multi-tasking! :D i feel good. ;p i didnt know i can do all this at a time. HAHAHA.

gah, tmrw im invited to a footy match in the afternoon but since im being a brag, im not going. HAHAHA. joke joke. :D i just dont feel like going guys, you people know me why dont i. but anyway, again, have fun time and enjoy my boys, love you people! ♥♥

oh well, ive got nothing more to say now. btw,i went swimming today with the cousins. :D

ps. kaka wy is on holiday! shes in brunei now. :DD and so do kaka fads and kaka naz. (: ok, whens abg boy's turn? :D come home everyone!

nothing.

2007-06-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

pic blogging. few.

tagged.

2007-06-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

ive been tagged by ka erah! sasak ku. it was supposed to be kaka suzy who she tagged but since ka suzy rarely do read this thang, so she tagged me instead.

1) a high-paying job (with great benefits and minimal actual effort) at crap hours.. take it or leave it?
- take it. as long as ive got job. :D

2) do you have a "one that got away" in your past romantic life?
- im so not into this ques. :)

3) what is one job you would never take, no matter how much they paid you?
- the job that is against islam.

4) what behaviour is completely unacceptable in someone you're dating?
- knowing just what he wants to do not i wanna do.

5) Think of a person who has made you very angry. What would you do if you bump into him/her on the street?
- i forget. :D

6) have you ever been sexually harrassed, witnessed someone get sexually harrassed, or had a friend be sexually harrassed in the workplace?
- i havent even been in work place. :D

7) the opposite of no.3 ... aside from being paid to loaf around and relax on a beach somewhere (or your lazy activity of choice), what's your dream job? You can only pick ONE.
- BUSINESSING. :D

8) if you could have a plastic surgery for free (and without any risk of complications) would you, and if so, which one would you pick?
- i copied ka erah, liposuction.

9) If you HAD to get one or the other, would you rather get a tattoo or a piercing, and where would it go? (You cannot count one that you already have).
- piercing man. ears, ive 2 on each side and want more.

10) Three songs you would dedicate to your beloved one
- why do i have to choose; jared lee. (it got meanings)
undiscovered - james morrison
belief - gavin degraw

DONE!

my sweet revenge: ;p
* imano, sygku.
* krysta.
* wardah.
* fzah.
* nads.

ive got new dvds! yahooooo.

short

2007-06-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

people are asking me why couldnt they see me online since yesterday afternoon? and i said, i went to miri and sleepover there for a night. :D basically, it was fun. departed at 430pm and arrived in miri town around 630pm and today departed at 8pm and arrived at 1030pm. bought myself swimming shirt, new bras ;p & bed sheet set. oh, i so want the sony ericsson new walkman phone, w880i. dad did want to buy me one but since i was gonna trade it with my current phone, the phone i wanted got no stock, its gonna come next week. so, maybe we're going again next week. insyaallah. its way cheaper than the one in bruneiiii. baie kaliii, i wanttt.

ITS SUPER THIN RIGHTTT?

im off now. ive nothing to blog. currently chatting with madd a.k.a guyfriend ku paling ku suka, someone who i share my secret with. i love you!

ps. i need new dvds! :(

under my umbrella.

2007-06-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

nthng much to say.

today; morning - exam hadith & bahasa arab, twas all good. afternoon - movie with the siblings except mimi, shrek 3 at qlap mall. then, had jollibee meals. home, gt changed, off to aerobic. came bit late. i fell down, right leg cramp, got it fixed few minutes after, continue aero. :D then, went for 30 minutes sauna. talked to the worker and bought a set of face treatment. night - home. cooked. gt showered. had dinner. went hua ho mall. brothers got their new football. mum got her new aero adidas pants which is lawa, i wantttt. :( about to buy dvd but the shop's closed, paluii kali. ive got nothing to watch lagiii tonight. im gonna end up watching korean series, nyeh. whatever. and got my self ruffles to munch after this! its sour and cream crisp. nyehehe.

tomorrow; aero morning. followed by facial appointment. afternoon; jog at tasek. and watch my boys having friendly match with pds. :D i dont know if i coming. there wont be girls maybe and so, im not sure too. nash, i dont promise ok. i had another plan too, jogging. lets see how it goes. though, i miss pds people. im going for sgs anyway. :D goodluck people! & nash, i dont know if i can dgnkan nana to gdg. dont worry, nani will be there, so yeah. :) she'll be ok eventhough im not around, no worries.

- end.

all of this passionate music tonight.

2007-06-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

its the episode 5 of this sunday! :DD another cool one. well, none beats episode 4 so far. :D

told you, i might blog tonight. but ive really got nothing to say.

well, had dinner at foodcourt mall with the family and i saw deen, rieff and nazri. waved at them but no response and they said, they didnt know. oh well, theres always a next time loves. :) the place is quite packed today. and well yeah, i met few other friends. man, im bored of gadong. the mall, specifically.

im off now. i think im gonna doze off early today, its 1am now and yes, ill make myself to sleep. :D since ive got mengaji exam tomorrow. erks, i dont even study a word of bahasa arab. im gonna screw.

♥♥

because i said so

2007-06-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

ursince the girls told me that the show's gonna be at 11.20am and i know i cant sacrifice the doze off time. cause its more precious than movie. but in a case if the movie that we're about to watch is not pirates of the caribbean 3 or that kinda movie, then, ill change my mind. :D hahaha. id sleep soon for that day after or even days after. im a movie-addict much now! done with 4 dvds and now, im gonna put on the 5th dvd in.

ka lynah just msged something i shouldnt tell here. :) the point is; ergh, she didnt told me shes going out. hahaha. i feel like im making my ass big now, by just sitting watching dvd and surfs, bla blaaaa. someone's fault. hahahah, nadadeh. :)

music & lyrics, oh god oh. its a wonderful movie. basically, the song is fantastic! and the movie, the ex, anyone watched it? its pretty good. in addition, a hot guy in it. :) say who, its zach braff. hes also the actor of last kiss. hes a pretty guy. fair complexion and got the face of joy. lawa lah ia! :D

i might blog again tonight.

oh, to the cousins whose going to pontianak. take care and enjoy the long hour trips to there! be good and be careful. im so gonna miss you. especially; ka beelah, ka yul, ka umi & ka nisa. ♥ ♥

congratulationa ka umi on your exam result of overall "b". thats pretty good woman. im proud of you!

the song of music and lyric; click here.

your golden waves are walking down...

2007-06-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

oh god, i feel heaven. :D its so good to watch movie yesterday and guess what, i watched a movie again today. and might be watching again tmrw and quite sure will be watching again on friday. :D that feels super umph! and at home, ive got many dvds to watch and im downloading series dramas to be watch. hahahahaha. fun fun fun!!!

so, i slept arnd 3 last night while watching mr.bean's holiday and continued watching when i got up at 1030, showered and cooked. received a msg from baz and oh my god, i totally forgot, that i should wake up early to go airport cause teeqs's and her family leaving. we're related ok. but nyeh, its late already so, i just left my msg with baz for them. teeqs, im sorry yeah love. my bad to wake up late.. heheee. afternoon, went gadong to watch movie, waris jari hantu. i say its 3.5 of 5. :D cause its funny in some parts. and its totally not a ghost movie, what it meant by "hantu" is harimau. they just use the word to explain the tiger. though, the movie lines is quite common but i find it worth the time, siuk lah. :) then, while waiting for the driver to pick up, went to centrepoint and have a look whats there. (: homeeee.. night; went aerobic-ing then, shopped in milimewah for some groceries and roam around bandar. now; home sweet home.

the krek girls are asking me out to watch movie with them tomorrow, you know who you girl are and im in doubt. the show will be at 11 and im not sure ill be awake or not but we'll see if ill sacrifice the sack time or not since i dont know what time ill be sleeping tonight, its 1205am now. oh, ka lynah did ask me to join her and abg sanol, ka yul and zudin watched potc3 tonight but i rejected since ive got aerobic class and shes saying its a big regret, haha tekarangggg, i dont like those movie, again, im saying this, I DONT LIKE!

..off to watch another dvd, "the ex".

ps. i met yenz and ziqah tadi! ;)
ps. oh, someone cut the car line tadi. its a familiar plate license no. and i think its the dumb ex. ;S might be. errrr. macam setaie lagi tu lajuuuuuu. ergh!

finally relieved!

2007-06-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

so, exam's officially over! hahahahhaha, im laughing much nowww. :DDDDDDD

// graduation - vitamin c

the exam was supposed to end at 415 just now but i went out quite early, eh not quiteee, its real early, at 3! and the friends were like, "eh awal jua si rasssh ani kluar!"
only an hour of doing the "okay" paper. hopefully ill get thru. after exam, talked with dil & mar. then soon, baz's out around 330 and nash, zul & teeqs too and talked with them till around 410 and off to pick kaka yul at smja. oh quite sad that baz & dil not allowed to go out ;(. next time yes girls? waited quite lama till 430 then went to nini's house just nearby to change clothes. stayed there for 15 mins to have a drink cause we know she wont allow us go without eating/drinking something. hahaha. :D so we have to. (: anyway, we're hungry jua bah that time. arrived gdg, got the tickets and eat. i had dimsum and ka yul had jollibee spag. then, we went kbox as usual, mesti tu while waiting the other 2 dudes and 1 dudettes. :D after kbox, met up with nana and soon, with ka yul's friend, rusydi, whose a very friendly guy and funny! :D waited at the cinema waiting hall and met up with nash. bought him the ticket and in to the movie room. :D the movie was uhhh lame but its kinda funny! men in white that is, i dont recommend you people to watch it okaiii. hahaha jahat! was about to fall asleep. well, i did but uncomfortably. thanks nash for the drink. :D balik semula duit mu, aku lanja ticket, kau lanja minuman. hahaha. after movie, roam around and went to arcade, watched nana and nash ddr-ing and its funny when nash just got "E" for 3 times straight. HAHAHHA, antamnya wah anak ah. mun aku yang main tu apatah lagi, "Z" tia kaliii. hahahah. i was quite surprised that mall was empty as if not holiday. treated nash and nana some candies :D. then roam around with ka yul and rusydi, hehe. left the love birds, nana and nash up there at west street. :) went to deejay, bought 6 dvds! hahahahahahahahha, yayyy! ;p then, roam lagi memaloiiii waiting to be picked. i even ask abg fadil to wait down there cause ka yul's still dgnikn me to wait for my family to pick me up. i left her with abg fadil few minutes after and found out the the family planned to have dinner there, so went up balik and had dinner. well, i dont real ordered cause i was quite full jua sudah. so, i buffied some foods from others saja. went to arcade again, to dgnkn boboy main and off to cd shop down there cause babu wanted to buy korean drama series, so yeah. dad treat eboy and boboy about 6 ps2 and xbox games and 2 new joystick for xbox, i think. finally went home at 10. :D

chatted with ka wy, ka umie, ka yul, ka lynah, zal & ezza. :D

oh, adeq and nana planned to watch movie tomorrow and i might be joining, again. ahahha, whatever movie. and thursday, ezza's group; fatt, biqah, hani and maybe kilah will be watching POTC3 and i might join too. :D walaupun POTC, i dont like that kinda movie, but still, ill join, thats if im allow. hahahaha. :D

// irwansyah - pecinta wanita

urgh, i gotta cleaned up the study table now cause its in terrible mess and the bed too! books everywhere! i need to clean it up and rearrange everything. ill do it tmrw morning. im tired now and i need to get my ass on the bed with relieved feelings. and so, im gonna watch the dvds now using the laptop. :) YAHOOO. hehehehe.

dont bother me, im just too excited and feeling so so so so so so so so relieved!

(:

ps. im so waiting for ka wy to get back home next week and get those series! hahahahaha. ;p
ps. oh oh, i met si mira tadi! :D
ps. bye teeqs! have fun with the umrah. may god bless. and be goodgirl yes? insyaallah your prayer will be replied good. my pray will always be with u with especially us passing all the exams! amiinnnnnn. oh, ill see tmrw, if i can come or not. cause u know, its morning mannn. and u know what im doing. whatever, i love u and will be missing u for two weeks! take care bestfriend.

// secondhand serenade - stay close, dont go

♥

HAHAHA

2007-06-12T09:25:00.000+08:00

4 1/2 hours left to sit for the last exam! and right after, out with dil, baz, nana & ka yul. YAYYYYY. i canttttt waittt.
:D

dreams.

2007-06-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

fs comment from jannah : "i had a dream that i was fighting with you through msn. macam, mental-mental ani wah! HAHA"

...and i was like, HAHA, apaeh, weird juaaa. we dont really talk not even jumpa. just dulu. and suddenly, i appeared on her dream? HAHAHHAHA. jannnnn, if youre reading this, you gotta tell me the whole story online okai or we should go out together, its holiday. :D

ive been reading a person posts on his blog, its may now and i read the previous posts jua and now, sampai january sudah. HAHAHAHA. his blog keeps me laughing wah. every post, theres something to laugh at. :D i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

talking about blog, i never taught id be blogging for my life. it started when i had this stressful moments doing research for bio project last year and see now, how far am i now in world of blogging. heheeee. i suck in writing and i hate it most probably but see whats now? :D im proud!

tomorrow's the last exam and ive been studying well in bio and phys. as for chem, i do study but nyeh, it cant get stucked on my mind. but infact, i love chem not bio. phys constant. :D well, i dont like sciences. i dont know whats with the pure sciences, i think im giving up by now kalii. hahaha, i so dont like experiments, practicals and bla blaaaaa. i just dont love science ok!

talking about science, have you ever wonder why its called science? okay, lame question.

oh, talking about this, i and kaka erah once taught of doing a business by opening a store of all sizes wears. since like, it seems like whatever, well actually not whatever, i mean some wears that we liked and afford to buy dont have our size, like wth? we want it but what uhhh. if its big for us then its possible to make it smaller and it still look how it should be but then, think, making it bigger? by whatttt? its like we need some extra unused cloth to cover the up side or down. like bidaaa jua tu, not original. HAHAHA. this taught comes masa we're too desperate. lets wait for a store to be build, "ezah/erah & rasssh's 28 store". yes store, its not gonna be just a shop. its gonna be a store. say F.O.S, factory outlet store, like in malaysia. its everywhere. wait, is there F.O.S in Brunei? err, i dont know. nada kaliii. so yeah, whatever. we're gonna step ahead them! hahahaha, aminnn. :D so, now we need auto sewing machine, or ka, the manual? if awu, we should take more workers, thatd be high cost. if auto, less labour and higher profit. kannn? erm, where at? town, say bandar? eh no, thats eww. gadong's the attraction, so there! and kiulap might be a branch and somewhere in all the other 3 districts. and hopefully, its going around the world with the tag, "28". :D hahah, ahh, family number.

rasssh stop berangan aniii! :D hahah but hopefully so, aminnnn

haha, im just bored okaii. yesterday gathering at sudin was siukkkk. played basketball and i scored the most in my team though we lost, hahah. :D and bungsu served us mee rebus for dinner. :D went home around 930. chatted with ezat p.t.e, ka lynah, dilah, hazwane & mezzy.

mezzy: rugged, ROCKER BERIMAN yo. hahhaha. i love you friend!

dil: err, we might be going to watch movie tomorrow right after the exam finishes. :D

ka lynah: im crazy. :D and im falling for the guyy man. hahhaha cute bah cute like brabisssss. i know laki org but nyeh, i cant help it. hahahhahahah nadeh, im kidding.

ezat: aku ingin engkau selalu hadir dan temani aku~ nyehehe!

okai, im going off now. hehe,byes. :D

2007-06-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

i miss watching oc and with this, im gonna watch it after the exam's over and i wanna watch ocean's 13, preeettty please? whatever, im gonna watch it with adeq and mimi, i dont care. right after i went out from the exam hall since teeqs not cure shes gonna make it or not that tuesday. if shes not, then it means baz and dil will not to? anyway. :) im gonna call ka yul for this. i dont care if im gonna pick her up from her school after the exam, its hampir anyway, imagine, st georges & smja? kannnnn. hopefully, she will be allow to. :) im gonna persuade tua jua, hahahah apakannn. but sadly, i know ka beelah cant. :( oh, im planning to go swimming on wednesday before ka beelah left till 18th. :) better buy me something ah ka!

ive been kusuting with the layout. i keep on changing it yesterday for 4 times i think, gilaaa jua tu. and still im not satisfied with and now, i ended up having this simple layout. :D it turns out cool and clarity is here! :) and oh, i set the comment setting to hide and no cause i dont find having comment link is useful. so, just tag people and yes, i dont find tag board is useful too cause it seems like most the readers are commenting in msn by instant messaging. ahahha, i persuade them to say it on tag board but dorang babal. :D hahahaha, kidding. i loveeeeee whose on it. ;ppp

im at home now where everyone else is out to i dont know where. i had lunch at gadong properties just now with the family (except daddy & mimi), manih, ka azie & ka erah. (: our intention is to bawa baby huur have porridge and corn soup. babu and i were about to made her that at home but since she wants it from outside, so yeah. shes been puking like soaking water since pagiiii. kesiannnn ya. we dont know why. i had dimsum! :D i lovee the cheese muscle.

oh, my specs getting lose now. sasak ku, asal lookdown sikit, ter slide a bitt! i need to fix it somewhere. and i bet mom will say, "dont tell me youre going to buy a new frame!" hopefully not, hahaha, and hopefully it can be fix. :D *NOT!* ;pp

// maybe - secondhand serenade

im going offf now. :D i slept at 4 last night, you see, late again. this means for the whole 2 weeks now, im producing EYEBAGS! but im okay with it cause rashidah's eyebags will not be big even if she slalu tidurrr ahir in a row. shes weird, ka lynah said. :) and i admit it. HAHAHAHA, be puas you GEEK FREAK!

ive been taking pictures with adeq's phone, siuk bah take shots pakai that phoneeee. smpai ia sasak! AHAHHAHAHA. but i didnt get to even take A SHOT from mimi's phone pasal she been holding it likeeeee uhh, nda lapas2 wah. hahahaha, yatah payah. ;p

//forever - venga boys

eh, im in rush. theyre picking me up. HAHAHA. to play basketball arah sudinnnn. yahooo, im gonna meet the twins! :DDDDDDD and the boys gonna play football, yes.

when it all falls apart

2007-06-09T18:41:00.000+08:00

dad just got back from singapore and he bought my sisters phones. mimi, 3250 & adeq, 5700. and say what, im not jealous about it, i love my phone and im not into nokia. :D sony ericsson is the love. :D

im bored. i didnt have beauty sleep these 2 days and i bet tonight, im gonna sleep late again.
im chatting with kaka lynah now. :) and weird thing happened, we talked about something last night in msn and she end up saying im observant then,around 445 in the morning, im still wide awake, my phone rang, its a message i received from that particular guy we're talking about last night. what a shock?! and i wonder, "eh whats with this guy. his status in msn is busy; asleep. but then ani, he msged? subuh lagi tuu. later is school hour. hmmm~". he saying that he woke up from a dream he had, it was me talking to someone(whose in his dream, cant be seen) talking about him! and wow man, thats exactly what me and ka lynah doing lastnight.. bowhhh. i said, what was i wearing? he said i was wearing the wears masa i met him at a time somewhere. hahahahha, ia sama juanya observant. like wth? its a weird thing kannnnn. FUNNY. :D

// berapa kali - hans anwar (its a nice song! bruneian.)

okaii, im off now. im still chatting my beloved cousin. :D who tend to ignore me pasal she didnt nudge me ia online balik! grrrrrrr. and im chatting to that particular "he" im talking about in the paragraph above. :D i love you both!

define osmosis. argh! bio is in my head! hahahahhahahah.

// the veronicas - when it all falls apart

2007-06-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

im exhausted but high! :D

-yours truly being random.